TheGman6072 Posted February 28, 2016 Author Report Share Posted February 28, 2016 Light sensitivity seems to have worsened. I'm typically sensitive to sunlight but now artificial lights are a huge annoyance as I'm on the freeway and there are lights everywhere ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr.50's Posted February 28, 2016 Report Share Posted February 28, 2016 Any update? Is light sensitivity the only visual that changed? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted February 28, 2016 Author Report Share Posted February 28, 2016 Yes it is the only visual that I noticed a change in Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr.50's Posted February 28, 2016 Report Share Posted February 28, 2016 Do you still feel happy and everything? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted February 28, 2016 Author Report Share Posted February 28, 2016 Yeah I feel happy now but this morning I had a panic attack for some reason Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted February 29, 2016 Author Report Share Posted February 29, 2016 Well today I started at a new school. Had to take the bus and a kid with raging autism was shaking the bus. Thank god I'm on buspar or I would have lost it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted March 1, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 1, 2016 I'm planning on doing something very stupid tomorrow or Thursday. Hopefully taking the Buspar right after the trip will stop the bad stuff from happening after it is over Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SlavicPsychonaut Posted March 1, 2016 Report Share Posted March 1, 2016 Don't trip anymore, bro. I can't fathom why people continuously want to slowly commit psychological suicide with this condition; buspar won't negate any deleterious effects of a trip you need a benzodiazepine. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted March 1, 2016 Report Share Posted March 1, 2016 I'm planning on doing something very stupid tomorrow or Thursday. Hopefully taking the Buspar right after the trip will stop the bad stuff from happening after it is over Then you're an idiot. You cry about your parents not trusting you and thinking you only want to get high, then post shit like this? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guyindubai Posted March 1, 2016 Report Share Posted March 1, 2016 I'm planning on doing something very stupid tomorrow or Thursday. Hopefully taking the Buspar right after the trip will stop the bad stuff from happening after it is over Are you serious.. you kept on asking for help over and over and over again. once you got a little taste of feeling normal again you go back at doing stupid things.. you need to realize something. HPPD is not a joke.. if you feed it more negativity you will not recover, not your buspar, nor the klonopin, not anything.. either wake up or keep fucking around and end you up dead.. sorry but this is the truth . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted March 1, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 1, 2016 clearly I was not thinking clearly last night I was in a very happy mood with the Buspirone and plus I was up pretty damn late. I'm not going to do any drugs. I am really enjoying what it's like to feel a little normal again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted March 1, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 1, 2016 Today I can't remember if I took the buspar this morning or not. I think I might have forgotten to take it but my memory of this morning is so foggy right now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guyindubai Posted March 1, 2016 Report Share Posted March 1, 2016 clearly I was not thinking clearly last night I was in a very happy mood with the Buspirone and plus I was up pretty damn late. I'm not going to do any drugs. I am really enjoying what it's like to feel a little normal again. As an advice from a person who was your age once and suffered from since for long enough.. don't ever touch drugs, because since your feeling happy now.. it means you found something that helps you.. but if you go and fuck it up.. your current meds wont help, you will feel so bad and you will get your HPPD back 10x worse that you will give up.. Since you feel somewhat normal now, you need to maintain your life style it will backfire. Today I can't remember if I took the buspar this morning or not. I think I might have forgotten to take it but my memory of this morning is so foggy right now Buy a pill box or something, and put your pills for a week in advance. or set them up on your calendar on your phone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted March 2, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 2, 2016 I keep fighting the urge to trip or get high and I've been successful for several months but I keep getting asked "wanna smoke weed?" left and right Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted March 2, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 2, 2016 I forgot yet another dose ! I don't think I should let my mom be in charge of the pill bottle because she is already gone by the time I realize I didn't take the meds Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SlavicPsychonaut Posted March 2, 2016 Report Share Posted March 2, 2016 I keep fighting the urge to trip or get high and I've been successful for several months but I keep getting asked "wanna smoke weed?" left and right Temptation exists in any contemporary society, I wasn't even peer pressured into doing drugs, I initially started to smoke cannabis to self-medicate/experiment when I was 19. Two weeks later I was ingesting LSD and attending renegades and massives, lol. A month later I was blazing literally all day, everyday, and intermittently dabbling in various tryptamines, phenethylamines and cocaine. It's a phase, albeit you probably have an addictive personality; addiction is a lot more insidious. Have you contemplated talking to a Certified Alcohol and Drug Counselor, attending an IOP program or NA? I'm attempting to get clean from cannabis and alcohol for a THIRD time. KEEP FIGHTING. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted March 2, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 2, 2016 I will continue taking Buspirone for the next 6 months to a year but I don't feel like doing daily updates. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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