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It did for me.... MDMA ruined my life.

Here's a tip... Every single drug has the potential to make this worse, literally every single one.

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It seems like I have all the symptoms sorted out, like I have an idea of what they all are. But there is one symptom that I haven’t seen anyone talk about and I’m really anxious about it, when I go to sleep or when I’m in a dark room, I see black shapes that morph around in my peripheral vision, (like my far peripherals) and it scares me because every time I look it up, i convince myself I have retinal detachment, but it’s been happening for like years I’m sure, and retinal detachment happens Fast like in days, or within a week, and I’ve only started paying attention to it recently, so I notice it all the time, I can deal with it, I just want to know if it’s normal for someone with HPPD to have this. So what I was wondering was, does anyone else get this? Anything would be good just so I know thanks. Also I’m blind in one eye so I don’t know if I could be seeing a little bit out of my blind eye and that’s why I only see it in the dark? Honestly I’m clueless.

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I have this too when very tired and I got sleep. I have it in my whole field of view though. It's like if shadows move around along with the static.

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Like pitch black?? Because I get that too around my whole vision but with multi colours but I get the other thing and it’s in the peripherals and pitch black, I feel like it  might be different maybe? Idk 

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On 11/24/2018 at 3:46 PM, Tistik said:

It seems like I have all the symptoms sorted out, like I have an idea of what they all are. But there is one symptom that I haven’t seen anyone talk about and I’m really anxious about it, when I go to sleep or when I’m in a dark room, I see black shapes that morph around in my peripheral vision, (like my far peripherals) and it scares me because every time I look it up, i convince myself I have retinal detachment, but it’s been happening for like years I’m sure, and retinal detachment happens Fast like in days, or within a week, and I’ve only started paying attention to it recently, so I notice it all the time, I can deal with it, I just want to know if it’s normal for someone with HPPD to have this. So what I was wondering was, does anyone else get this? Anything would be good just so I know thanks. Also I’m blind in one eye so I don’t know if I could be seeing a little bit out of my blind eye and that’s why I only see it in the dark? Honestly I’m clueless.

I am not sure if i understand what you mean but I guess so. I was really shocked when i noticed the first time, it was like i was seeing some kind of letters attached to each other in a circle spinning around. When i focus on it they become coloured and they seem to be letters but I cant "catch" them... Its weird as hell but i guess i can live with it..

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I've had something going on for the past few months, I ate 300 ug of lsd ( after eating 1000 - 3000 ug minimum once a week for 6 months or so with no issues) and had a terrible trip. To keep it simple I basically thought I was choking on my tounge and swallowing it for a day or 2, full ego death and then I started. Com I g back. I have full on off the wall visuals and conversations with somone other than myself who seems too be in my head on a pretty regular basis somever sense but no issue with my tongue or anything.

5 months ago I choked on something eating dinner and couldn't eat after because it feels like in choking whenever I do( as well as since then having lots of anxiety, depression, panic attacks, etc.), I've had just about every test they can do and was told last week that their a nothing wrong with me physically and its just in my head. I'm losing hope more Nd more everyday and I don't know what to do anymore. if you can please help

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