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16 HPPD from LSD i need advice

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Hello people,i am 16 years old from bulgaria and i got HPPD from using LSD.

I did only 2 times LSD per my life (both 220ug)

I was at a friend I decided to take LSD, I was not prepared and didn't know what would happen then. Unfortunately, a man came who is 30 years old and never had to do that. no reason to have to hit me a few times, and also used the Taser. After 30 minutes, I went with the wheel on the way home, I saw some green dots and it was quite fun and somehow strange, when I got home I was in another Galaxy, the experience was one of the most wonderful things that have happened to me, something that is not describe in words-it was beautiful. Unfortunately, a month later I found out that I have HPPD is not so bad, but it scares me and I wonder to this day whether what's left of the trauma that I went through the first time. I want to know if this guy did this to me or my brain just can't handle the Lucy. I've read a lot on the Internet, nothing helped me except that I saw that I'm not the only one with these symptoms. I have images and after some time it gets under the skin, I had severe depression that passed, but occasionally comes back and I'm trapped permanently in the US, I don't have a lot of friends, most of my ones are drug addicts and I don't believe what I feel.

What to do so can make me feel better? I dont even go to school because of this thing,i dont feel like i am the old me..

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Just try to relax and see how you heal over the next few months... Don't do any more drugs, try to eat well and exercise and just do things that take you mind off hppd (films, tv, books, sports... whatever works)

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2 hours ago, Jay1 said:

Just try to relax and see how you heal over the next few months... Don't do any more drugs, try to eat well and exercise and just do things that take you mind off hppd (films, tv, books, sports... whatever works)

Today i saw a visual snow for first time,but it was for 2-3 mins and then dissapeared. It was strange cuz never had this.

I was smoking daily weed last month,but i stopped from a week ago. Is it because of this?

Thanks , greetings ! :)

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Since i smoke and this goes bad,what more i should do if i stop smoking for good results?

someone said he tried spice and it works for him,lol .. i test it and fuck its not helping,guess what - worse...my afterimages was brutal , shadows in room etc

Is CBD weed a good idea?

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If you want the best chance to heal, you need to stay totally sober... No spice, no weed, no anything. 

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My advice is to go completely sober of everything that can affect hppd (negatively or positively) so that you get to know and understand your baseline. If you just jump straight into meds that will hide your symptoms, you might then start doing things that are making you worse without really noticing it. 

Give it 2-3 months and see what happens with your baseline. You might start naturally recovering... If you don't, then look into meds.

If the hppd gets really bad during that time though, then yes, benzos can really help.

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Hey! 

Im form Bulgaria too!

Actually quite weird you came across lsd there, is quite rare or that's what I think so.

I dont live there anymore tho.

 

https://www.reddit.com/r/HPPD/comments/9ui20d/i_cured_myself_from_hppd/

http://hppdonline.com/topic/5967-so-i-cured-my-hppd-using-indutrial-bleach-wtf/

 

There are the posts where I explain my case.

I cured it using high doses of MMS/CDS.

DM me if you have any questions.

Peace!

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This is quite funny really:

"Can i still smoke weed?"

     "well, staying totally sober is the best bet"

"What about spice?"

     "well, staying totally sober is the best bet, no more drugs of any kind"

"Just some coke then?"

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Ppl here are crazy .coke drives  a lot to commit suicide . Some ppl don’t realize that until it’s too late .. 

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I understand that weed make it worse,i read alot about that and im stopping weed,i was daily smoker (atleast 1g smoking per day) but now i smoke per 2-3 days one joint.

I dont do other drugs,i think this will help also i started doing more things in my daily basis so i can not focus on the symptoms.

 

Do you guys think i need to start taking benzos,if yes - what benzos? I think i dont lose nothing to try something that can help me?

 

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In my opinion you will be fine to keep smoking weed I have hppd and I smoke a lot of weed, it might make me start tripping out when I smoke but fuck it, it doesn’t bother me. I take no medicine for hppd at all coz it’s not gonna cure it anyway so what’s the point. Weed is my medicine. Turn your negatives into positives. What’s so bad about hppd anyway? Just embrace it, life’s a trip

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11 hours ago, Tn99 said:

In my opinion you will be fine to keep smoking weed I have hppd and I smoke a lot of weed, it might make me start tripping out when I smoke but fuck it, it doesn’t bother me. I take no medicine for hppd at all coz it’s not gonna cure it anyway so what’s the point. Weed is my medicine. Turn your negatives into positives. What’s so bad about hppd anyway? Just embrace it, life’s a trip

Hey man,cheers! haha

I just smoked and yeah,i still cant look at this like positive thing,idk..some people look good at this and this dont even bother them but i dont think i can ignore it.

I haved 4 days pause,i only have problem in dark rooms,for example when i look TV and then look in left i see the after image of that for 1sec,its not fatal - yes i trying to forget it.

Mmm i also think this will not go away,because i cant full ignore it ?? .. maybe there is some chance to fix myself in 4-5 months because i dont used it much.

my first time 220ug (the awesome trip) and the second one 350/400 ug (idk if even more than that,i take 2+ cuz think the lsd wasnt going to kick in,lmao what a idiot...it kicked but tbh i expected to be stronger than my first trip,but wasnt IDK what happend then,maybe because it was 4 hours on sun light or because i was strange and thinking,also in another way i was scared to not kick in and i had low visuals not like a real trip...still cant fuc**** understand what happend then) ,then 2 months later my after image started but first i was having disturbance from the lights,now only got after images in dark room/nights...

i still smoke,maybe i will smoke only half joint atleast daily,not like before that was 2 joints daily use oh...

thinking about gaining mass + eating fruits...idk maybe some real vitamins and natural food can help and in a 15-20 days to stop the weed probably.

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I found staying sober is the best medicine.  THC has negative effects on me for sure.  Rapid heartbeat, visuals, bizarre thought patterns, auditory hallucinations, anxiety.

I've managed hppd for a long time simply by staying busy, and staying sober.  Worth a try.  It don't cost nothin'.

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