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Im 17 i took salvia 2x hits i lost my body i lost my reference point of existence . Remove the body and that was me i repeated everything i was in existense in an objective sense which was horryfying. I was everything and nothing at the same time. I have lost my mind i repeated thought. I had no idea who i was or where i was i kept trying to hold my existense together. The concept of exitsting and body was so alien to me. I went online to see what i had and it was ths last stage of ego death. It forced me to realize i was nothing and everything. All i was is awareness. I was in panic mode. I felt that that was a punishment from God to me i am so hapoy and grateful to exist. I was falling up and down. I needed to see the light so bad i ran 2 full miles to my home it was might time. I had NO CONTROL!! I forgot what mind was body was and existense was. No senses. The entity that i was said "this was it" and "it is over" like the universe ended. Thank God i exist in a reference point in life.i was a rolling entity in eternal punishment physically. We are all 1 us and the universe i was the present past and future. I felt like i was living the now over and over again.everyhting is everyrhing. I died and came back to life God warned me about not to sin or this will happen if u do everything will repeat physically over and over again. Its been 2 days i couldnt sleep for and it is slowin down a bit noone is helping online isnt helping fuck i feel like im the universe. I want to kill myself but i appreciate existense so much now. I dont want to die to.

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2 minutes ago, Greg5420 said:

Im 17 i took salvia 2x hits i lost my body i lost my reference point of existence . Remove the body and that was me i repeated everything i was in existense in an objective sense which was horryfying. I was everything and nothing at the same time. I have lost my mind i repeated thought. I had no idea who i was or where i was i kept trying to hold my existense together. The concept of exitsting and body was so alien to me. I went online to see what i had and it was ths last stage of ego death. It forced me to realize i was nothing and everything. All i was is awareness. I was in panic mode. I felt that that was a punishment from God to me i am so hapoy and grateful to exist. I was falling up and down. I needed to see the light so bad i ran 2 full miles to my home it was might time. I had NO CONTROL!! I forgot what mind was body was and existense was. No senses. The entity that i was said "this was it" and "it is over" like the universe ended. Thank God i exist in a reference point in life.i was a rolling entity in eternal punishment physically. We are all 1 us and the universe i was the present past and future. I felt like i was living the now over and over again.everyhting is everyrhing. I died and came back to life God warned me about not to sin or this will happen if u do everything will repeat physically over and over again. Its been 2 days i couldnt sleep for and it is slowin down a bit noone is helping online isnt helping fuck i feel like im the universe. I want to kill myself but i appreciate existense so much now. I dont want to die to.

I want it to end now please can someone just explain to me why im not the universe wtf is happening right now i feel like im dying!!

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