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should i worry about my brother if he's got hppd?

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The story starts a month ago when my brother visited tulum for the weekend he took 1/4 of a 1200micrograms rick and morty lsd, since then he was different, one weak ago were hitting the bong and suddenly he had a psychedelic trip and it seemed like the one he had 3 weeks before when we dropped acid so any way he got on a bad trip and told me that it felt like an lsd bad trip just by smoking weed, the trip that lasted 2 days then he came down. now he's always paranoid i cant talk to him for longer than 5 min. my question is should i be worried? and how could i help him? how should i treat him?

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Just try and calmly talk it through when you are both sober. See if he has any visual issues and if the trippy feeling is still with him. Just let him know you are there for him and not judging or angry.

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If he can remain sober for a while he might bounce back a bit.  If you stay sober with him he might appreciate you being fully "there" for him. 

Weed does the same thing to me and I haven't dosed in a very long time.  I didn't quit weed, it quit me.

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