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What causes SUFFERING?

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This question goes especially to the severe cases. But of cause also the mild ones. To everyone who suffers.

What causes your suffering? Is it how you deal with the symptoms or the nature of the symptoms? What symptoms are those? 

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Anxiety and the feeling of tripping. The visuals, I could live with easily.

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I just have to.... I take clonazepam 3-4 times a week, which gives me some respite... But generally I just force myself to carry on and try to make a life for myself. Some days, I don't cope, in the slightest... some days, I can do ok and act my way through the day,

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full blown visual open and closed eye hallucinations.. being stuck in hellucination hell upon retiring with lights out... being completely fucked out and depersonalized, being isolated, feeling as not feeling in with "Normal society"   Having these symptoms constantly is fucking hellest torture at times.. for over 29 years... lately I have been contemplating ending my life, I would not do it,.. tho its how I feel at times.. I'm that over it, its that chronic.. its cruel shit... id like to see your average joe blogs try and deal with this even for a day..  lucky I am a very strong human being.. no one can even comprehend what this is like.. (currently on no meds) tho feeling I will likely have to soon.. 

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1 minute ago, Spartan said:

full blown visual open and closed eye hallucinations.. being stuck in hellucination hell upon retiring with lights out... being completely fucked out and depersonalized, being isolated, feeling as not feeling in with "Normal society"   Having these symptoms constantly is fucking hellest torture at times.. for over 29 years... lately I have been contemplating ending my life, I would not do it,.. tho its how I feel at times.. I'm that over it, its that chronic.. its cruel shit... id like to see your average joe blogs try and deal with this even for a day..  lucky I am a very strong human being.. no one can even comprehend what this is like.. (currently on no meds) tho feeling I will likely have to soon.. 

 

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real HPPD.. deal with it by crying.. or having my head in my mobile phone as a "distraction"......    

one day I will kick HPPD in the Ass 

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23 hours ago, TheMythos said:

Life.

I think you're right.... I'm more and more starting to think that anxiety is a very natural side effect to the fucked up world we live in.

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4 hours ago, Jay1 said:

I think you're right.... I'm more and more starting to think that anxiety is a very natural side effect to the fucked up world we live in.

"Life is suffering." G. Buddha, 2500 years ago

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As in another post (called "can it come back?") I realized, that this post just fed my own worrys and maybe the worrys of others instead of helping. Sorry.

Dear admin. Can we delete those topics? 

If not my words of hope are: try TRADITIONAL CHINESE MEDICINE and AUTOSUGGESTION (Émile Coué)

 

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On 2/5/2018 at 9:12 AM, Jay1 said:

Anxiety and the feeling of tripping. The visuals, I could live with easily.

Yup, totally agree, its the anxiety, like some crushing feeling of internal doom. Absolute worst

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