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The quest to acquire Keppra

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So here's a quick update on my situation:

Monday I'll be contacting my doctor, to see whether I have been referred to the Neurologist. Hopefully things will go swift, and I'll be able to get tests done that very week.

I've inquired about the full Casa/Bosio article, and it is currently being dealt with. I'll see what I can do about obtaining and sharing it, with copyright nonsense and all that.

Ghormeh: I'll be receiving the questionnaire for HPPD symptoms shortly, and will translate it for you a.s.a.p.

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