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Has anyone had any positive effects OR negative effects with kratom or valerian? Specifically red vein kratom. Does taking either of these plants affect your HPPD? In what way? Thank you!

So guys following: before a month ive been looking for a drug that could replace weed for me, so something that isn´t too strong...... So i ve drunk every day around 8-12g of it, it´s been a mix of Bali red Vein, SuperThai and Malaisian Premium...... The first 3 weeks i really thought i found something that could replace me the weed......but only the first 3 weeks..... Maybe some opioid users know the flash, when you close your eyes and the feeling pushes you up, when you open it its away again......also ive been fucking happy all day and feeled like high, i had weed and even didnt smoked it because i liked the flash so much......but the last week this Kratom ate me......... The whole day started normal, i wake up, set on a tee, eat some sandwiches and drink it then....on empty stomach the flash hits you after around 15 minutes, it´s really pleasent with the bread so you dont feel so uncomfortable. The whole day also goes on normal...untill i go to sleep........i always turn my TV on too sleep so i have some background noise......i lied on the bed closed my eyes.......suddenly there came noises like waves, like i would be on a beach.....for around 5 minutes.....later some Female voices came in screamed like theyd have a orgasm or something.....and the opioid feeling pushed soooooo hard in with that wavesounds and the voice........i wasnt able to sleep because always when i closed my eyes, the waves started and then voices came in....i never expirienced sound disortions like that...i mean real fucking voices.......that´s way too much for me........so i turned the tv off, and i slept in great.......so on the following day i thought i have took too much, but i was wrong.......the next night this shit came again, again waves and voices, sometimes a man screaming ioioioioioi or the woman again..... After that i decided to stop drinking it for some days to see if this is permanent........happily it wasnt, without drinking i didnt recieved it, but when i used kratom on a not regular base (like 1 time a week) i didnt recieved this......i had 14gs of it in and didnt had voice disortments, ive been sweating like hell so defenately a overdose, but no voices.....so what is causing this voices??...A overdose on a not regularbase didnt gave me voices......but a small amount of kratom on a regularbase gave me voices...as mentioned, the first 3 weeks i didnt heared voices......i´m a bit worried about that this voices come from me, my brain, and not the kratom.... so what i want to know: I would like to hear your expiriences with kratom on a long- and short-term use, if it introduced some psychosis or affected a psychosis you had......also im interested in what symptoms you recieved, while having HPPD or not.....Sorry for the long Text, have a nice day eh