In May of 2010 I started suddenly having sever chest pains that was diagnosed as costochondritis (inflammation of the cartridge that connects the ribs to the sternum) then I started having neck pain, jaw pain, muscle twitches, back pain. After two months after the chest pain started I experienced an explosion of floaters and the sky looked "sparkly". I then started seeing a swirling vortex like pattern on bright surfaces outside. I then started seeing a ghostly white trail off of objects that moved past me. Now I am seeing horrible neg after images and the trails are incredibly worse. I am also seeing these bright blobs (somtimes) when looking at the sky, but they go away as soon as i see it. I can also see my pulse in my vision and if i jump i see lines ans sparks coming from both eyes. I do NOT see visual snow though. The pain is still constant.
The last drug I used before onset of all of these symptoms was 6 YEARS prior. But I use to do ecstasy, cocain, pot, meth, 5meo htp (or something.. Can't remember the name).
I am so scared I am going to die. Like really really scared. I have three small children ages 6, 3, and 5 months old. I don't want to die
White surfaces and the sky are full of fast moving bright dots
Ghosty white trails off of moving objects
Seeing pulse in vision
Seeing sparks and lines coming from both eyes when jumping
Vortex like swirling on bright object when outside
What do you guys think? What does this sound like? Does it sound like I will die from this??