Ming Xiao

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  1. What kind of meditation helps you? I have no clue about it, pm me.

    1. OldSchoolAr


      www.centerpointe.com take a peek and free trial, feel free to PM me

    2. morbide


      Humming meditation helped every now and then, practiced it in the shower haha.

    3. Ming Xiao
  2. Thanks for cheering me up but none of docs doesn't want to do the surgery, that's the issue. Besides I have to find a surgeon abroad because it's quite expensive here.
  3. Obviously my spine has nothing to do with hppd. I hope for psychic health recovery, would be much easier to deal with HPPD kyphoscoliosis, but the curvature is small, doesn't hurt so much and will not proceed.
  4. Hi guys, Some of you would agree for brain surgery. I respect that, I know what hell is. I'm desperate too. I have defect of the spine, I feel uncomfortable in my body, it has big impact on my mental state and I started seriously thinking about the surgery. The thing is it will be hard to find a doc who will perform a surgery of my spine, In what country should I start seeking. There must be a place where everything is possible, any suggestions? I'm certain that is my only chance to recovery
  5. I have been on lamotrigine for 6 months, high dosages had no affect on me. I would like to try Keppra but it is too expensive. Maybe some of you have a source where can I buy it cheaper. Eventually since I have anomalies in EEG I could convince a psychiatrist to prescribe me Keppra. I mean that I could trick a doc that I am an epileptic and get keppra refunded.
  6. I think more clearly on benzo, I can not focus on anything, according to psychological test I do not have insight on my emotions(it was the time when I could not find out what is my disease) I am taking less benzo than my doc recommended me, and I mix klonopin with zomiren, even though I still have sypmtoms such as pulsation of my body, jaws shaking - since really strong anxiety attack, 3 years ago maybe. I am in shitty situation good luck people
  7. my doc recommendation - 2mg at the morning and 2mg at the night
  8. Bjork - all is full of love https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1TsCud9QhU Faithless - Mass Destruction
  9. My life never 'began' and i'm 24. I am going alone abroad to work on Scotish farm, I will be living in a container with 3-7 unknown people because I need money for treatment. relationship with my family is over. No one ever believed me that I am ill, although EEG showed anomalies. It looks like, that I will need a lot of klono. Always look on the bright side of life...
  10. Guys, I'm looking for a seasonal or permanent job in Scandinavia(especially in Norway). Does any of you have some ideas where should I look for it, names of companies, jobs agencies. as to the type of work it might be everything. PM me!
  11. I tried to pass the driving test in my condition. After one hour driving around the city I couldn't even say two words properly.
  12. Vikings http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2306299/
  13. No, I have been there once(Bromolla). I found this band on youtube.