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  1. i told my parents about 3 months ago. and im 16 still. i told my mom before i told my dad. i was debating telling her for awhile.

    early that week someone wrote "fuck it" on this pole next to where my parents park(which is kind of a weird thing to write on a pole)

    so one day i came up to my mom and i was thinking about telling her than i said "fuck it" under my breath and she asked what was wrong.

    so i told her. she wasnt mad or anything more worried. but i told her im fine with it and everything happens for a reason (im honestly glad this happend to me by the way)

    she has trails from doing acid so she kind of understood.

    i told my dad a couple weeks afterwards and he was not mad. just really worried and he still doesn't believe, to this day, there's not a pill that will help.

    he grew up with a hardcore christian family and never did any drugs really.

    so from my experience telling my parents i can tell you that you dont have to be worried about your parents being mad.

    its an extremely serious thing, and if your parents are mature im sure theyll understand.

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  2. "im going to meditate my ass off" -one of my very best friends

    meditiation can really help you get that inisight your looking for. and its free

    im sure youll enjoy it.

    but yeah taking psychedelics is the worst thing you can do i guarantee it will get worse. ive done MDMA about once a month for 3 months now and i can tell it gets worse everytime

    also its extremly hard to find pure mdma, most all MDMA is cut with meth, and meth is bad

    and you are very lucky you got to trip several times befor getting this. i got a full case after my first time frying

  3. when im going to sleep sometimes i feel as if i'm floating away from my body or falling, i used to wake my self up and fight it, but than i relized i should not be afraid but be curios, so now when ever that happens i try to get "as far away" from my body as i can. when i do this i shortly fall asleep from trying, so my advise would be to not fight it but explore it

    your mind being disconnected from your body is not a bad thing, find peace in that you can forget about your physical body completely and only be inside your brain

  4. I was reading about symptoms and i have one that i havn't seen on there, and i was wondering if i'm the only

    well when your shrooming or on acid and everything just looks diffrant but exactly the same idk its hard to explain,if you know what im talking about than that has stayed since ive done acid.

    its almost like im EXTREMELY focused on everything 24/7 but im not trying to be.

    yeah i probably make no sense at all

    if you have what i have please let me know thanks

  5. First of all what happened to the old forum??? i hadn't visited in forever so I am kind of shocked that forum was taken down. It had tons of information i could look up. Anyways the reason i visited was because I was wondering if anyone had any experience with taking adderall after developing hppd? I have a final coming up and I am thinking of taking a 10 mg adderall to help study for it a few days before. Do you think this will effect my symptoms in the long run?

    i took adderrall a couple days ago, 2 short release 10mg, the effects of the adderall lasted almost 2 days lol. but other than that i'm back to how i was before.

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