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  1. I feel like reddit isn t a good place to talk about hppd, there s a hella of misinformation, I feel like people there threat their condition as a joke. What do u guys think about the r/HPPD sub?
  2. I believe that there isn't a hierachy, because everybody reacts to these kind of substances on their own way, but like Jay said: all psychoactive substances have the risk. But as the hallucinogen class is higher there is a bigger chance of things go to shit. Like I tried weed after spending a year and a half out of these kind of drug, Did nothing to me, but to somebody else could be a worsening experience, like, I remember seeing a post here of a girl that went to hppd2 by smoking weed. I also remember Jay saying that hppd from weed tends to have a good recovery. If u want to try, wait ur hppd to be stabilized and try to maintain ur consume to non psychoative subs. Alcohol to me doesn t seem to have any negative side effects to my hppd, but I only returned to drink when I was in a stabilized The main advice is staying away from all these types of drugs. Just benzos if u r really needing a escape valvule
  3. Hey there, How r u? I remember, since I was kid, looking things and seeing something that weren t supposed to be there. And I remember having tinnitus. Also remember the day I felt some stronger visuals after a EDM concert, we had a fucking great time that day. Me and my friend we were at his bedroom talking, I looked to the wall and saw a whole lotta quantity of VS. I asked him "hey, does mdma, after using it, fuzzes ur vision too?" He denied. That day, I started looking more about hppd, because I already knew this condition existed.
  4. yo, Im from Brazil, and here, we don t have that attention to hallucinogens type of drugs, specially, because there is a drug war here, like the government (police) and the drug deal of some hard drugs, like crack. Only a few doctors give a shit bout the problems that hallucinogens can drag to someone. I also, before starting using some drugs, had some visual problems (VS, after img, dp/dr and floaters), but it was a thing that I never paid so much attention to it. During a year, I used to smoke weed 4 times a month and used MDMA, MDA and Ecstasy during EDM concerts (Once I used cocaine by mistake). My mom never did any drug, and she has those symptoms too, we had an oppened conversation about, so I can confirm that she never used any type of drug. My little brother has it too and he is 10yo. I don t kno how ur body reacts to some stuff, but, several times of having nothing, I thought I had a serious sickness and shit like that. Because almost all my life I had anxiety and since the age of 15 I struggled with some hypochondria. When I started using some drugs, I had a feeling that my usual symptoms were worse, I developed some new symptoms too and during this time, I was veery anxious about it, maybe it triggered it more. I spend several months trying to push hppd down im my head. Nowadays, I'm cool, my old symptoms seems to be like the usual, as they always were before drugs and they are very mild, nothing from the drug use is here anymore. My advice is, start looking around, go see the world in your own way, stop thinking in a box in your head and try to stay calm for a bit. Talk to a psychiatrist or a neuropsychriatrist about what can anxiety do to a person. If u r not being capable of it, take a prescription for some benzos and take it for like two to three weeks (I personally preffer xanax). Prolly u are just in a long blue monday, like a hangover. Wait for a bit. Give your body some time. Stay away from drugs, it will give u more anxiety and it will lower your body capacity of recovering. You will be okay. Try to relax. ps. I also work in a company that requires a good english speak, how is my english going? lol.
  5. Hi mate, I didn't use that much of clonazepam, because my grandfather was addicted to this for 35 years, I was scared of using it, he died from dementia impacts and consequences. I took it for like two weeks, then, I changed to xanax and valium. (took xanax, here in brazil the brand name is called frontal, for like a month and, after two months without it, took valium for one more month) Nowadays, I take a xanny or valium once in a while, just when I`m very anxious. I could say one large dose (3~4mg of xanax) every two/three weeks, just to black me out and forget the pain. but man, what really helped, exercising, especially aerobics, because of the large dose of endorphin that u get from it. but I only do cardio when I want to lose body fat. I normally go to the gym to do some workout shit. I also do some dry needling. Bringing the bupropion to the conversation, I wont give it a try for now. How bad do u think that is ur hppd? in a scale of 1 to 10. Are u getting better?
  6. Hello! Im 19yo, I developed hppd a year and a half ago and always checked this forum, but never had an account. at the age of 12, I was diagnosed with anxiety/depression and since I was a kid I felt what we call dp/dr, visual snow and tinnitus. I used to treat anxiety taking sertraline, but stopped before drugs. After starting smoking weed and doing some ecstasy, mdma, mda and cocaine accidentally (who gave it to me told it was mdma), I noticed a lot of worsening in my symptoms, I noticed that I had palinopsia too, I freaked out and got really bad, for like 9 or 10 months. I did everything to get better (really everything). Took some benzos to chill out (Clonazepam, Alprazolam and Diazepam), did acupuncture (I think that helped), started eating better, exercise, treated my spirit with a sensitive woman, a lot of things. Nowadays, I think my symptoms are like they were before drugs (?) but they definitely got better and some vanished, but now I know that I have palinopsia too. I drink alcohol, I roll my own tobacco and sometimes take a good amount of xanax. None of these make me feel worse. My question is, these days my anxiety is on maximum state, my doctor recommended me taking wellbutrin, because he knows I will never touch ssri's and I don't want to get addicted to benzo s, do you guys think taking it has a chance to bring back my old symptoms and worsen the ones that I already have? ps. Once, when I was "recovered", I gave weed a try and it didn't increased my visuals symptoms in a way that I noticed, but gave me a trigger on my anxiety in the next days. Thx and greetings from Brazil (Is my english that bad?) I hope all of you guys recover from this thing that we suffer.
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