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Jaz

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  1. Dasitmane. Just a friendly reminder on my PM. Thanks !!
  2. Thanks. Let me know what you think of my pm. Thanks for your help. Wish I had known about this board originally. Could have avoided some life changing mistakes
  3. Yep as I thought. Also can spikes takes months to come back down. It’s really my only hope right now !
  4. Many thanks ! Also have you seen people heal whilst on clonasapam or does that inhibit healing.
  5. Dasitmane. Any chance to chat about this. Seems you have more knowledge than most on the condition and I am in a dark place right now. Thanks !
  6. Pm you. I stopped the lions mane. Zopiclone and phenergen caused symptoms to explode. Have sent you mri. Let me know what you think !
  7. Hi all. Just an update on my situation. After 6 sleeping tablets Abd lions mane I have the most intense hppd vss imaginable. I literally have considered blindness if it wasn’t for the intense static with eyes closed It’s like I am having visual epilepsy constantly. Started off so mild as well. Life can be so cruel like that I have to take .5 clonasapam to function. It’s like my brain is just sending corrupt data to the eyes constantly and I try to cover up a few hours in the day for relief. I had an mri which showed some previous scar damage. Could be related which worries me more. I try to workout eat healthy etc even if my environment is intensely vibrating shifting morphing around me 247. I’m worried about klonapin tolerance now also as a possibility. But I just can’t see myself adapting to this baseline. I would cut my legs off to have snow and afterimages. Just feel I had options before but the spikes have given me no hope or options. Any ideas ? Really clinging on to life but worried about going insane from the visuals. I don’t have dpdr btw just living in a fcked up spirit world reminabt of poltergeist
  8. Hi there alphabets. Does it say when the spikes cane back down. I. Your experience can spikes last Months ?
  9. Jaz

    The end

    Dasitmane. Could you share the post
  10. Jaz

    The end

    The issue I have is my eyes feelbroken. My vision is literally like a computer virus The world makes no sense any more. My eyes glitch and blotch. It’s all got a lot worse since I added sleeping tablets and lions mane to the mix. Seems everything I touch makes me worse. Now I just take .5 clonasapam before bed and I am literally glued to the bed or sofa every day pretty much terrified of this fcked up world. I think I was dosed with some really impure phenergen which makes my stuff a real jagged glitchy wavy fcking nightmare The static is like a eerie glitchy fog from a horror film. Not to mention the formication. My only hope is that the spikes since this started 6 months ago go down and that I haven’t set a new baseline. How do you know ? Is it just luck ? I would give up my two legs to go back to the level when this first came about. It was easy shit in hindsight now I’m literally living in hell every day. Any tips thoughts etc. I try to cover my eyes and watch vr as much as possible but that’s no life
  11. Feel like my visuals are so bad I can only opt for suicide Can’t just keep living off clonasapam. Can I ask has anyone ever intentionally gone blind in order to deal with this
  12. Jaz

    Lions mane

    How long can it take. I took like 4 tablespoons. Was in a panicked state
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