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Ashkayhar

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  1. Hey mate, yes it is very male based I haven’t seen that many ladies on here. There are a fair few groups on Facebook now that u can join which is pretty equal male and female. im sorry that you are going through this is so shit. Mine has pretty much gone now, I’ve been working festivals all summer and taking loads of drugs apart from acid and mushrooms etc.... for me it’s all anxiety based and also I find it flares up in February (the month when I had my bad trip 6 years ago WEIRD). I have beater blockers always at hand so I can control my anxiety but haven’t needed them for ages. having my friends and family know is a massive part of feeling better cos then they will always have ur back. Bite the bullet and tell everyone you can, if you have a spoonful of salt in a glass of water it’s unbareable but a spoonful of salt in a river is unnoticeable (lame quote lol) the longest without ket/coke was probs a year but only cos I was in Asia and aus and it’s ridiculously expensive haha. Be careful with vallium I know many people addicted to it so only use it if it’s an absolute emergancy. if you wanna chat email me direct at ashkayhar@gmail.com I don’t mind helping u come out of this funk and giving u support pal! have a good time, enjoy yourself, don’t feed it cos it only gets worse, live ur life as u want to just be wary of getting tooo fucked and hangovers/come downs. ash xxx
  2. Hello there, My name is Ashley, I'm from the north of England. I have currently had HPPD for about four years BUT it has only been present for about 9 months of that time. Weirdly enough and rather bloody annoying, my HPPD which consists of seeming cartoonish dragons and demons on surfaces everywhere, goes and then it likes to pop up back. For example I am writing now as its came back from about two years ago. I remember thinking of my life with HPPD and remember how nightmarish it was and how unimaginable it was to be living like that but hey hoe here I am again. Unfortunately I do like to take ketamine and cocaine at the weekend with my party friends and am now thinking it was probably a terrible idea lol. ( I have now stopped this since it came back) I don't really like thinking about the whole thing as I think to think about IT makes it at the front of my mind and the way I have dealt with it and got rid of it before is to ignore it (it actually works, the more you ignore and don't think about it, I know its really flipping hard, but serious it goes away). So my friends and family all know I have this and now they all know its came back which is a comfort but they don't actually know how flipping horrible it is. I would love to be able to chat to people who are going through this shit, send tips and tricks, ways to DEAL. Please please contact me if you are likeminded in thinking this also. from a slightly (INCREDIBLY) anxious Ashley xxxx
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