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  1. Yes, im not going to lie but its true...i just lower the weed and don't take anything esle. I think this also can help since i can't get clonarex,this was the only option i left but also read bad things about it,maybe u are right and not going to take this.
  2. I also suffer from hppd but when this happends i smoked a lot of weed and then one day (1 month after trip) i noticed problems in my vision (afterimages) that i notice them almost every time 1-2 hours before going to sleep OR with smoking weed daily. I really don't believed on most people posts here about weed worsening hppd... Stop weed,alcohol (even beer) and any drugs or Research Chemicals. Stay clean, go into nature , find a work to do all day before u go home and go to sleep. You will probably one day notice the symptomps are not here anymore and u are free. But for this - u need to change your life for now for better.
  3. I'm going next week to workout,i know this will help me in many ways and its really healthy for myself. I eat normal food everyday,maybe will start eating atleast half more than this now. I see big difference if i fill my day with things to do,going out with friends and dont stay depressed to focus the visuals, i see difference when i smoke only 1 time in 2-3 days , not like before. Tried stopping weed with smoking ciggarets - good,also tried beer - wasnt good idea,i focus visuals same as weed. I got deanxit,still didnt tried yet,also melatonin. Probably will try next week to start taking atleast the deanxit, what dose you recommend me? Also is it good idea to take deanxit 2-3 hours before sleep? i want then because i get my visuals almost before sleeping,when tired and etc. Thank you @Aaanna and everyone here! You make me feel good.
  4. Im trying to fill my day mostly with some jobs but when i return to home sometimes (where was the trip) i see very bad shadows and floaters in walls sometimes in specific place where i look,not everywhere. I got deanxit 8 pills but still thinking about this,im scared to not make my visuals worse..
  5. I understand the risk of clonazepam, i already talk with a doctor and she told me i need to go to psychiatric if i want clonazepam (clonarex). I only see sometimes shadow in my left peripheral eye and trials on some bright light,also floaters in sky (only daily). I dont have anxiety at all,just sometimes i feel depressed but i think this is normal. I only see the bad things when im alone and doing nothing,but when play a games,talk with people,outside - i dont feel the symptoms. What benzos you recomend me to start? Thank you!
  6. Hello bro , im now reading https://www.researchgate.net/publication/281847815_Flashbacks_and_HPPD_A_Clinical-oriented_Concise_Review and i think this information is really helping me to understand more for my condition. I stopped all drugs,weed,alchohol and cigarettes. I was 3 days clean and i found that its better. yesterday i was traveling and when i look at the sky i see the floaters (i always see them like younger but never so hard as this time) and i find it annoying, this doesnt bother me. My opinion is to stay calm,find a things to do in your free time and dont think about the symptomps. I think next week to start doing clonazepam but i still dont know...i worry about side effects
  7. Hey man,cheers! haha I just smoked and yeah,i still cant look at this like positive thing,idk..some people look good at this and this dont even bother them but i dont think i can ignore it. I haved 4 days pause,i only have problem in dark rooms,for example when i look TV and then look in left i see the after image of that for 1sec,its not fatal - yes i trying to forget it. Mmm i also think this will not go away,because i cant full ignore it ?? .. maybe there is some chance to fix myself in 4-5 months because i dont used it much. my first time 220ug (the awesome trip) and the second one 350/400 ug (idk if even more than that,i take 2+ cuz think the lsd wasnt going to kick in,lmao what a idiot...it kicked but tbh i expected to be stronger than my first trip,but wasnt IDK what happend then,maybe because it was 4 hours on sun light or because i was strange and thinking,also in another way i was scared to not kick in and i had low visuals not like a real trip...still cant fuc**** understand what happend then) ,then 2 months later my after image started but first i was having disturbance from the lights,now only got after images in dark room/nights... i still smoke,maybe i will smoke only half joint atleast daily,not like before that was 2 joints daily use oh... thinking about gaining mass + eating fruits...idk maybe some real vitamins and natural food can help and in a 15-20 days to stop the weed probably.
  8. I understand that weed make it worse,i read alot about that and im stopping weed,i was daily smoker (atleast 1g smoking per day) but now i smoke per 2-3 days one joint. I dont do other drugs,i think this will help also i started doing more things in my daily basis so i can not focus on the symptoms. Do you guys think i need to start taking benzos,if yes - what benzos? I think i dont lose nothing to try something that can help me?
  9. I think u should start taking benzos,they can help you.Also if u smoke weed stop doing it.
  10. I see,maybe you are right and its time to stop smoking. What about taking benzos,should i?
  11. Since i smoke and this goes bad,what more i should do if i stop smoking for good results? someone said he tried spice and it works for him,lol .. i test it and fuck its not helping,guess what - worse...my afterimages was brutal , shadows in room etc Is CBD weed a good idea?
  12. I also see things in my peripheral vision,its really scarry but we need to forget about this hppd and do things so we can ignore it. I hate myself about that,trust me...i wish i was normal again so i can smoke a joint without making the things more problematic...
  13. Today i saw a visual snow for first time,but it was for 2-3 mins and then dissapeared. It was strange cuz never had this. I was smoking daily weed last month,but i stopped from a week ago. Is it because of this? Thanks , greetings !
  14. Hello people,i am 16 years old from bulgaria and i got HPPD from using LSD. I did only 2 times LSD per my life (both 220ug) I was at a friend I decided to take LSD, I was not prepared and didn't know what would happen then. Unfortunately, a man came who is 30 years old and never had to do that. no reason to have to hit me a few times, and also used the Taser. After 30 minutes, I went with the wheel on the way home, I saw some green dots and it was quite fun and somehow strange, when I got home I was in another Galaxy, the experience was one of the most wonderful things that have happened to me, something that is not describe in words-it was beautiful. Unfortunately, a month later I found out that I have HPPD is not so bad, but it scares me and I wonder to this day whether what's left of the trauma that I went through the first time. I want to know if this guy did this to me or my brain just can't handle the Lucy. I've read a lot on the Internet, nothing helped me except that I saw that I'm not the only one with these symptoms. I have images and after some time it gets under the skin, I had severe depression that passed, but occasionally comes back and I'm trapped permanently in the US, I don't have a lot of friends, most of my ones are drug addicts and I don't believe what I feel. What to do so can make me feel better? I dont even go to school because of this thing,i dont feel like i am the old me..
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