I've used gabapentin recreationally in combination with diazepam last week with awesome results, it did not affect my visuals from what i can tell, i just got slightly carried away and used it for 7 days in a row and that caused some definite rebound anxiety which in turn worsen symptoms for a couple days, so remember don't abuse anything even though it doesn't worsen you symptoms, also a lot of the visuals seem to be caused directly by anxious thoughts so just try your best to ignore them and remember YOU WILL GET BETTER!