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  1. Hey all there! Just a little update. Turned out I had lyme disease, with eritema migrans 3 years with it before all that started. but it was asymptomathic and didnt know anything about it. I had the tick bite and the rash and a bad flu after this and some visual disturbances as well ( that went away in a day) but didnt know it was a persistent disease and was asymptomatic for the most part. LSD is inmunosupressive, so i think that taking it just allowed the disease to spread all around ma body. The lyme bacteria itself is inmunosuppressive ( kinda like aids, it produces a substance known as nagalase that supresses the inmune system). So that + lsd no wonders I got fucked up. I also had symptoms of bartonella, babesia, ehrlichia and anaplasma ( comon co-infections of lyme disease as your inmune isnt good enough to fight them all of a suden your body becomes a petri dish lol . For some reason something says to me that bartonella is the fucker here responsible for the most part of the symptoms, you can get it from a cat scratch, althought lyme itself (the borrelia bacteria) can cause them too, as it mimics alzheimer pakinson multiple sclerosis and such. Had a mri and had alterations in my brain, specially the visual cortex part. Tested kinda positive for borrelia bacteria. I kept taking the damn mms + mms 2 + dmso and did the protocols till i was well. It was a long journey and i feel like I need a little extra push but for the most part, my life is back! And I'm stronger than I've ever been no shit. Fasting helps a great deal, just stay in bed and eat nor do nothing other than drink water and watch podcasts. It kills bacteria and resets the body and flushes toxins. Well, all in all is that, I will keep updating as i have some other news. But dont be fooled, hppd isnt because psychedelics, is because of toxins and bacteria, and the fact that i've recovered the way i did is the fucking proof for that. So, people, you know, keep researching and dont keep thinking that you've fucked up yourself because of drugs and keep feeling guilty about it. Is ridiculous. Latent infections like lyme + bad health + even the most bening drug like shrooms or weed, is a big no no . But drugs by themselves if you are perfectly healthy are ok. Im not gloryfing drugs, just saying that healthy people that do them don't have such symptomology as we do Take care people Peace!
  2. Hey! A little update! Turned out I had lyme disease, with erithema migrans present from a thick bite 4 years ago. Just didnt know i had it. Sooo ,you know it was resposible for all that mess, dont drugs themselves but a bacteria Just sharing what it turned out to be. Take care people! Peace!
  3. Oh the doses I find to work with 3000ppm cds / cdh are 10 mL up, but is a good idea to build up slowly but steady. If you take this high of a doses, make sure you have fasted at least 12 hours or even more to no throw up. Is very nauseating. With hppd the bigger the dose, the bigger the benefit. But be ware of the nause, dont take any antioxidants nor vit c or nothing nor teas nor coffe, this or you will throw up and feel sick guaranteed. When I took big doses did it only like twice a day, by 3 hours span, and they were 10mL of 3000 ppm cds or more. That's all by now. In the link i sent you you can talk directly with me via direct chat and with other people that have tryied it and works with them too. Peace! Love! ❤️
  4. Great! Cdh is also a great idea. 15+ drop doses is what i have found to work the best. If you can fast for a day, and the next day take even more than 15 , even better, the higher the dose, the more healing you get (i mean that you would benefit more from a 20 drops dose than from two 10 drops doses for some reason ) the impact of big doses is way higher. Here, we have a group on discord of people that are trying it so if you wanna join to share the results you are getting it would be awesome. You dont need to register. https://discord.gg/N7Y6Rev Best regards!
  5. I had that too. After solving a big conflict in my life it went away. A week after the onset. And it was after mushroom trip as well, where I got very mad a 2 of my mates i was tripping with and was on rage mode after the trip, and that might have affected. I wouldnt do marihuana or alcohol just un case. to not fuck up things. I had that feeling, and after it resolved, i keept on doing psychedelics until a acid trip left me important consequences, so it might be that you might be succesptible. Check out my post about why I think hppd happens.
  6. es como una constante sensacion de mareo?
  7. I also had good experiences with spirulina. It could be because it has a compound called methyl-folate. It reduces dopamine and serotonin activity, so it calms you down to some extent. It acts as a dopamine reuptake promoter, and same with serotonin. Althought if you take it every single day you can get worse. Depends on the person. Google Wash folate methylfolate metilation and you will find out what im talking about. And some people do not tolerate it as they are folate intolerant. That's my theory tho, and I could be wrong. Peace!
  8. Hey! Im form Bulgaria too! Actually quite weird you came across lsd there, is quite rare or that's what I think so. I dont live there anymore tho. https://www.reddit.com/r/HPPD/comments/9ui20d/i_cured_myself_from_hppd/ http://hppdonline.com/topic/5967-so-i-cured-my-hppd-using-indutrial-bleach-wtf/ There are the posts where I explain my case. I cured it using high doses of MMS/CDS. DM me if you have any questions. Peace!
  9. So I've got the same from mushroms, and yeah, they also gave me sulpiride, that I didnt took, I didnt like the idea of taking antipsychotics. It passed away. So I had som trips mid time, but. Some months later after a trip on LSD I had hppd. So, you know, dont do Lsd , and I would stop any other psychedelic by now. That was a warning sign I must have listened to. I used chlorine dioxide to reverse my hppd, like 10 drops every morning, so give it a try if you will and tell me how it goes. Un saludo compañero!
  10. Yeah! I do! Interesting to know I'm not the only one. Is like part of my hppd symptoms. So, do you have them in usually functional muscles, or in muscles that you dont usually use? I got almost all the time constant contractions at the surface of my tonge, where there are no muscles. As if the contractions happen in sensory nerves,not muscle nerves. You know what Im talkint about? That really interesting.
  11. By the way brendan, did you had any improvements? Please tell whatever results you are guetting. For taking large doses without taste I use the capsule method. I pucharse capsules from internet, like empty ones, and if I cant I go to the farmacy and get the cheapest encapsulated vitamin or whatever, that I can open up and use again. So I activate the chlorine dioxide, and fastly after activation time put it in a capsule using an eyedroper. I swallow them after that and drink plenty of water. That way I get less taste and can bare with it. Tell me how you're doing brother. Kind regards Peter
  12. So okay, for some reason, it works out only when I reach 10 drops concentrations. As if some higher concentrations are needed to kill the virus causing the hppd I use as a activator Food grade HCl (chlorhidric acid) at 4% concentration. It is less nauseating and tastew better. I also tried the nacetilcisteine thing, but for some reason, when I took it ,the mms stoped working. I didnt feel my head clear up with 10 drop doses but needed much higher than that. I think that chlorine dioxide is a oxidant, and nacetil cisteine produces glutation. Glutation is a antioxidant, so I guess mms and gluthation cancel each other out, so it stops working. Same happens if I take vit c and e (they both are antioxidants, as well as a , and some other). I get very nauseated and sick, and dont have my head clearing up. So while taking it stop all vitamin and general suplementation. Is the best while treting with this kind of oxidatice therapy. I would take a bunch of vitamins, and feel how it stoped working, so is like vitamins cancell out the effect. So everytime I take 10 drops, my head clears up, my visuals increase for a minute or so, then they fade away (as something is rewiring back up there), I get nausea (specially if I have eaten, so take the drops on empty stomach, never ever take it on full stomach), get sleepy, fall asleep, and when I wake up I feel less depersonalized and with slightly decreased visuals. With every dose I feel like "coming down" of that constant tripping like state to back to normal. I feel better when I fast, and go on ketosis. When I eat sugar, my hppd felt worse (noy increased visuals, but rather mind fuck and deorientstion kicked in) (another reason why I think hppd has to do with the jc virus infecion, or infection of some sort) I also had blood tests done, and my blood sedimentation speed was way higher than normal, indicating some sort of inflamation or infection. That and many more reasons, are why I do think hppd is caused by a viral infection or brain infection of some sort. And why it has autoinmune relationship (autoinmune are no other thing than latent infections, cells that get infected of small enough bacteria, that change their stucture, and body detects them as not of the body, so atacks them) There are cases of MS cured using antibiotics for chlamidia pneumoniae, althought it is considered a autoinmune, so go figure. Is like MS is a latent infection of chlamidia that was able to cross the blood brain barrier and go into the cns. Is like, when you trip, as psychedelics have inmunosuppressive characteristics, inmune system is supressed while tripping, virus crosses blood brain barrier (maybe throught caries cointaining the virus, as there is likely to be more of the virus in a caries, with a high enough viral load so it acumulates enough and with suppresed inmune system can cross the blood brain barrier , other wise, the viral load wouldnt be high enough to have such impact I guess, but I could be wrong), fucks with the receptors in some weird way, maybe damages it, maybe the virus gets stuck in there or maybe the virus makes the lsd or whatever stay in there, activating the receptor constantly , thus producing the symptoms. But is obvious, otherwise the chlorine dioxide would not have worked. And also is such a coincidence that there exists a virus that interacts exactly with the 5ht2a receptor that is the main target of psychedelics Now im completely back to normal, happy again, completelt functional, and recovered. I can sleep again, dream again and my thoughts are normal again. I see no more visuals and have no more depersonalization I feel like myself with my memories of who I am back again. There is only one rare thing. My vision has gotten blurry and gets more and more blurry with time. I mean, many people with hppd happen to have that exact same symptom, even after cured. As some sort of infection still triving. I thing a serious chlorine dioxide protocol may adress that. Check out the book "mms health and recovery guidebook" in the "protocol" part to see what im talking about. My visuals snow is almost unnoticeable, as well as my tracers, and with every dose they diminish. It was one hell of a ride! So people please tell me: Did your theeth hurt when you got hppd? Did you had caries back then? Do you have any autoinmune underlying condition? Inflamated ganglia on the neck or somewhere else? Do you have photosensibility? (5ht2a receptor blockage is related with photosensibility, thats why atipical antipsychotic medication produce photosensibility, I guess) I do have photosensibility. Also I have anedotal evidence of people taking 9 hits pure acid, almost no efects, a week later have hppd, as if dose receptors were somehow already altered and could not handle the lsd, and latter the hppd onsets. Was your onset of hppd progressive, like a infection? Did you had a dose, and weeks later, your hppd started? As if it was a infection that needed time to start being noticeable. Did it get worse with time? If it was drug induced that would make no sense as you should recover, but if it is a infection, it will get worse nomatter what. Did you eat something while tripping? Or an hour or two before tripping? That one is very important: Did you had alcohol, or a benzo or any sedative when tripping? My experience with reading hppd onset reports, is that alcohol or benzos were a partaker of the trip that onset hppd, as mine, were I had a lorazepam to "stop the trip" Did you had already worsening personality and cognitive traits before your hppd onset? As if it was something neurological latent thing that was brought up to light after the trip? So yeah. If you have chlorine dioxide in handy, make sure you have not taken vitamins or antioxidants like cofe or teas for some days, and go on empty stomach take 10 drops. If you have some improvement report back. In my case I had improvement but very slow, after some 2 weeks of doing every morning 10 drops was significant. Altought it was noticeable. Try to go on ketosis and see how you feel. You will have sugar cravings, so be resistent, or eat so much less sugar. Dont be worried by the nausea or diarrea or adverse effects you mau get, they will go away. Millions of people have took chlorine dioxide and none has got permanent damage whatsoever, but many (most of them) have heald of a bunch of condintions. If you try it and it works, report back please, im curious if this was just with me. Stay safe! Kind regards Peter
  13. Como se te desarrolló? Yo estoy en el 6to mes y ya casí he remitido. Estoy muy contento de volver a sentirme nornal y poder llevar una vida en condiciones. Un saludo
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