it sucks, cant think, constantly feel like i'm on the verge of death, i feel dumber but at the same time hyper aware of everything, i'm making connections in my head that have no basis in reality, i don't care about the fucked up vision, i just want the intrusive thoughts & dp/dr to go away. i have lost 15kg's since it started getting bad, i cant find the motivation to do anything. posting here now because the hppd subreddit is absolute garbage & full of attention seekers