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  1. My dude, you're gonna be fine. Give yourself some time and try not to think about it. For me I thought the same way, how am I gonna perform in school, an I gonna be able to live a happy life, I contemplated it all. I've been getting better and so can you, give yourself some time man
  2. hey, i'm in possession of hydromorphone and oxycodone, i was wondering what would be the after effect, friend is over this weekend, he downed 2 perqs and i haven't at all yet, wanted advice before i decide to
  3. Must be nice to have someone knowledgeable on hppd, it's rare. I hope you recover full and well my dude.
  4. i have a lot of the same symptoms you do, it sucks. i get the blue dots that vanish, i get the static that forms into shapes at night, i get the words in my head when i try to sleep, i get bad starbursts, i get the numb feeling in my hands all the time. light sensitivity and after images. i have everything, just not too bad, so it's manageable. i've been managing in my junior year pretty fine so far, i don't notice it too much in school, at night and at home is when i notice it the most
  5. You're gonna end up fucked dude, god speed to you
  6. Hey I've been reading a bit on Reddit about people taking lions mane, fasting and exercising. And it gets rid of your hppd, sounds like an interesting thing to try. I shouldn't say get rid of but helping and some making it go away. Need advice/ guidance
  7. First stop all psychedelic use, next see your results. Go from there
  8. Well, no easy way to say this. I think I have hppd. I took extremely small doses of acid in my sophmore year in high school. One 50ug and one 100ug. That's it. Prior to trying lsd I've had experiences with dxm, and weed. I only did both of these substances every now and again. The visuals of today might have started a week ago, I felt no anxiety just was kinda trippy to still see stuff. Symptoms below* -trails -slight flashing in my peripheral -negative and positive in prints -Halos -Closed eye shape-ish movement when I try to sleep -I sometimes right when I'm about to fall asleep I imagine noises. Last night I smoked some weed, after 15 min I had extreme anxiety. Felt as if I was having a panic attack, the visuals were too strong for me. I closed my eyes (still tripping) then I fell asleep. I woke up feeling neutral, just slightly anxious. All of today I've had on and off anxiousness, when I'm occupied I'm fine, down time is when I'm anxious. Been going to the gym, eating well and I plan to never do a substance again in my life. Have a party tomorrow and I want to see if my anxiety will stretch socially where it never was before. Any piece of mind from individuals here would be appreciated. Thank you for reading
  9. Am I the only one that has really bad static when they wake up? I'll wake up from sleeping, walk out my room to a lit kitchen and everything be grey white and black for a like 30 seconds. It's really bad, in a dark room it's just all static.
  10. VSS

    For me when I wake up my static is awful, it's almost like actual static on a tv. Only when I wake up though, in the day my symptoms aren't bad. Just static, imprints and a bit of dp. Nothing too bad, been sober for 3 months and 3 weeks now. It feels good but its overwhelming to never have a moment of no mental chatter. Just wanted to ask how bad people's vss is
  11. CBD

    I was thinking about this also, I would love to try some cbd and see how I feel
  12. Thc content and laced shit could be the culprit. @TheMythos
  13. When I first wake up my static is strong, but not blinding. For me I box and I think about it when I'm about to fall asleep. Right when I'm on the line of unconscious and conscience I'll throw a punch or spas. It's just recently started happening so idk. I feel like a hypochondriac sometimes.
  14. I have trouble staying asleep if I'm not exhausted, if I am I sleep a long time. But if I'm just tired I'll sleep a few hours then can't fall back to sleep. Shit sucks >,<. Example: right now, awake at 2am on a school night.
  15. How many of you right before falling asleep you'll move in a motion that'll be related to a dream.? For me I box, and I think about my jab. Then I'm in a dream like state and ill throw I jab, like a small move of my hand.
  16. i haven't changed my diet, just doing exercise. my symptoms have been the same since june 2nd. maybe a little worse idk.
  17. not near, i think maddoc is though. i'm in maryland, silverspring.
  18. I know, it's not probable. But it's possible. @TheMythos
  19. So I took acid twice like 4 months before school was over, I had no residual effects and lived my life as normal. On June 2nd I went to a friend's house, it was his birthday. We all brought weed, I brought 2g's my friend did the same. We smoked a duck ton, around 6 grams. That whole time I didn't have visuals, I was chilling. This was like a month after taking lsd, no visuals in that time frame. After that night I woke up, grabbed the bubbler and smoked 2 bowls. I went home and that day was weird. I felt it the whole day, 8am to 1am. I was on my computer for a few hours that day, when I got off I had a massive black rectangle in my vision. Black as hell, I didn't know what was happening. I didn't know what it was. I think I got hppd from weed and not lsd. Now my symptoms are better, I notice them like 3-5 times a day. Things are good, just don't feel like myself, cloudy brain. Thanks for reading, I just had a massive realisation. Replies much appreciated
  20. I've noticed an uptick in my symptoms from summer to school, it's really apparent. More symptoms I've noticed. Starburst are bad, lines on light come down to me. On text I have like double vision above the text. High contrast of text leaves lines in my vision. In white paper I see white dots moving all over the paper. It's enough that I'll notice it but it doesn't interfere in my life. With dp I have a brain fog, hard to articulate my self more. School is super stressful with 2 ap classes and constant work. It's fun and sucks simultaneously.
  21. Same, I'm school time feels like it goes 2 times as slow
  22. So I've been into fighting for a long time, and about a month ago I picked up boxing. I go to the gym and go at the heavy bags for like an hour, working on my foot work and stance. I just one day want to actually box, spar with people and what not. But with this curse I feel like I can't do the things I want to at the risk of this getting worse. Some dude got a concussion on here and had his symptoms come back, harder. So I want some advice. Please and thank you
  23. @K.B.Fante I decided to have a beer at a small get together. I'm trying to sleep right now and I'm having the thing where I imagine words, noises, laughing etc. It's annoying. It went away for a good bit, and I brought it back because of the people I was around. Sucks I can't sit and not be asked if I want some weed or a drink. I'm super tired so I'll force my mind to blank.
  24. Jesus wtf, almost sounds like an experiment on who can ruin themselves faster lol. I mean my dude, wHY? Drugs are fun but meth? Eh whatever I won't judge, but that's wild dude. If you've had hppd before why continue drug use? Is there a reason to sully your mind more?
  25. Yeah I used to meditate before bed, not so much anymore. If I'm feeling off I will though. I consume a little caffeine, I try to eat around a 1300-1500 calorie diet so I avoid soda and what not. But I'll indulge myself sometimes and have a coke. I don't notice any notable uptick in symptoms. I stopped drinking coffee, love coffee but I can't. If anything it might just be me waking up just cause. I wake up a lot once or twice between 1-3 am. I'll see what might it might be. Also on weird thing that happened to me was I ate like a plate of mashed potatoes, after eating it my body felt heavy. I felt like I was drunk and high. It was such a weird experience. @K.B.Fante