Saff

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About Saff

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  • Birthday 12/18/2001

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  1. Recently i havent been able to concentrate at all, have felt pretty spaced out most of the time, like ive had really vivid dreams and reality seems dreamy, my memory is fucked and time seems distorted. Is this shit normal for hppd? Im mostly worried as in may i have my GCSEs (big exams for 16 year olds). I just wondered if anyone else experianced this and how they delt with it if possible. Thanks 😊 xx
  2. @MadDochaha preachys fine, don't worry about it. And yeah i guess it's just hard to find that determination to start off with. Thankyou for like your input, it means allot
  3. @MadDocThankyou so much, i will keep that all in mind. I guess im just finding it hard to come to terms with.
  4. I completely get what you mean, and I guess the constant shit going through your mind makes it really hard to cope with, I guess the only thing in my opinion you can do for now is just try to be as occupied as you can, as that semi-removal from your thoughts may be able to soothe it slightly?
  5. Im 15. Around febuary i took half a tab of al-lad. Which from talking to peers i now know was probs a dodgy batch. The trip was intense, and while not bad in all senses, i was stuck in thought loops quite often, got weird movements with that, the trip lastes around 15 hours, but i fell asleep still tripping. Ive had symptoms of hppd for around 8 months now and am stuggling to cope. Any advice or support would be really welcomed 😊 xxx
  6. Ok so before anyone says if ur not sure u shudnt be here. I'm 15, ive took psycadellic twice, both analouges of LSD. First time I took LSZ and no problems were caused. Second time I took AL-LAD. I'm not sure if its relevant but at one point I got stuck in really bad thought loops and panicked. Since then ive had pretty much constant visual effects. Including that everything looks kinda grainy, like nearly transparent TV snow but smaller. Lots of flasfhes of colour that sometimes stay and move or merge. Shadows morphing and moving, or just appearing I guess, they like move around then go. and stuff like halos. a couple of other things but I'm not entirely sure what it is or what I can do, you can only get so far with a couple of teenagers and internet posts that contradict one another. can anyone help me at all?