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  1. You are right, I'll be a bigot when people tell me I shouldn't do it. I just want to hear that it's not too unsafe and that worsening my condition is just as big as the odds of getting them.
  2. I guess so, but I've been on 300mg of XTC before (The bad trip described in the topic) and nothing really changed, HPPD wise. Now 70mg won't do that much damage.
  3. Been there, done that. I've been clean for a year and a month now. I've been in positions that I'd rather be dead, and now I'm climbing out. I guess that what I'm looking for is a risk in an estimated percentage that I will fuck up my HPPD worse, because that shit's permanent.
  4. Ja dat is waar, maar als je jong bent moet je ook kunnen genieten van het leven. Dit is ook voor mij een hele grote uitzondering
  5. I've been off drugs for a year and a month now, does nothing good for me. I want to enjoy life just a little extra even if I might risk anything. But as I stated earlier, brain damage from XTC occurs when you take more than 3mg per kilo of body weight, I'm 203cm tall and weigh 92kg, so I'm safe up to 276mg. I however plan on taking 75mg.
  6. I see what you mean, especially with your scientific explanaition, but I can also speak from experience. I once did 300mg of XTC when most of my mental disorders were already developed back then. So far it did not do any irreversable damage. So now that we had the scientific part, let's talk about the actual odds of something happening. I can't find any papers on this though.
  7. True, but brain damage mostly occurs when 3mg of XTC per kilo is consumed. I'm 203cm (6'7") tall and weigh 92kg, so I should be safe to around 276mg of XTC. I however plan to do 50mg-70mg. So I was wondering what effect it has on my disorders scientifically speaking, and with that I mean what hormones and other body-native chemicals are influenced to what extent. I don't think that a 75mg dose has much influence on my condition.
  8. Hi, my name is Sander, I'm 16, from Amsterdam and I hope you can help me. I have derealisation, HPPD, slight psychosis, and slight depersonalisation. There once was a time I had ADD, PDD/NOS, psychosis, derealisation, depersonalisation, seratonin syndrome, Alice in Wonderland syndrome, and HPPD at the same time. My HPPD and derealisation were caused by weed but are still pretty heavy. My psychosis and depersonalisation were caused by by weed too but worsened by an overdose XTC. After that I got Alice in Wonderland syndrome and Seratonin syndrome which went away after about two months. Now I'm currently only bothered by slight depersonalisation and slight psychosis and severe HPPD. I am very sensitive to drugs. I overdosed at 300mg of XTC (Dutch XTC but the worst clean XTC you could get here). I can have a great trip on 75 miligrams (that's back when I only had PDD/NOS and ADD). I am going to a festival this summer and booze is very expensive there so the cheapest solution would be XTC. Now I have a source of very clean blue Tesla's with a high dosage of MDMA. Or I can get pure MDMA. My question is not if it's a smart idea to do this, (because it's really dumb) but how high the odds are that I can fall back into the mental diseases I had and how big the influences are on my current mental disorders. Thanks for reading
  9. Yes I have some friends with me who can make me refrain from doing drugs
  10. Hey! My name is Sander, I'm 15 years old, I'm from Amsterdam and I've been suffering from HPPD for excactly a year now. I have this party coming up, and I was wondering, How big are the chances ofmy HPPD worsening if I do coke or get drunk? Thanks!
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