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Jagermeister

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  1. Thanks for your opinion granite, but, I think I'm not doing things to worse my "hppd".
  2. One of causes thar are supposed in headhache is inflamation, and ibuprofen is an antinflamatory, so, it can help you. I had suffered since I was a child, and ibuprofen was my best friend a lot of weekends (more than any human, lol)
  3. A guy in spanish forum that consider himself fully recovered of hppd. I paste his message traduced from spanish to english un google. I came across this post looking at Google on the subject. I suffered from this disorder about five years ago and lasted for a year. The symptoms began to appear a few months after having a time of repeated shots of fungi in short periods of time, with continued cannabis use had already been for quite a few years ago and especially a bad experience with a strong trip with mushrooms ; which led me to a strong introspection of my fears and paranoia generated strong. After the last experience with mushrooms I left cannabis (I did not try it again today). The first symptoms of HPPD arrived as I say a couple of months after the last intake of mushrooms. It's hard to explain. Early symptoms gradually throughout the day stated; the most significant was the reduction in the sense of perception (had the feeling that this visually perceived was not real, or had difficulty distinguishing reality as we knew before). What could be described as a feeling of total alienation, as if you feel that you no longer own your reality, you feel strange because no longer conceive reality as before. Specifically there were a few days where symptoms worsened even got to see in black and white (all without any substance or alcohol), being completely normal. This symptom is characteristic of HPPD; usually joins visual fog type or stelae and auras (I only experience the visual of gray and just a couple of days when I emerged more paranoia). All this was accompanied feeling quite acute paranoia in which he thought he had caused irreparable damage to my mind. The symptoms lasted one year and were slowly disappearing as they came they left. I consulted specialists and none chose to treatment, downplayed and I digeron would happen gradually finding stability. Also I have to say that in my case these symptoms also had slight relation to external factors in my personal life. Finally add the facts from the consumption of mushrooms, both good and bad, and subsequent testing of the sensations arising from HPPD; marked a before and after in my life; in the way of conceiving the world, relationships, how to take my life ... etc. So I'm very proud of the experience and have learned and grown as a person. To this day I have not consumed any kind of psychoactive or psychoactive cannabis or type of fungi. I hope I have helped telling my experience. A greeting. P.S: He took again MDMA 5 years later of been sober, and fully recovered of hppd and he is suffering hppd again. So, it's rally important to forget any type of drugs again..
  4. I tryed Etumina, a similar medication. Few moments later of took, I was feeling myself the most crazy that I never had felt before. Depressive, maniac, raged, visuales were fucking me the most... the surprise was the next day at morning. I had to go to dentist with GF and play a football match, and I felt the most normal that I had felt since I started with symptoms. I was lucid, happy walking for my avenue, feeling that I felt when I was normal... with a little sensation of be little smoked. Maybe you can stand what I felt when I remember now that day 100%. Conversations that I had, faces of people that I met... I never took again for side effects... I think they are really strong for my mind, but maybe benefits are better to si de effects... Maybe i will try again, because my pshyacrist want to put me on Etumina again, and my parents want me to do that him says. Conclusion, side effects really strong, but benefits visible since first and unique dose.
  5. A doctor trying to help you, that's awesome. Hope you will see benefits. Can I ask you how old are you and what are you studyng?
  6. Beep beep! Alarm! Your brain is calling you for says: want rest! Just jay is saying. Hear him now or you will hear him for more advices that you really, believe me, you won't want to hear or know. Good lucky and stay sober until you're die.
  7. I have a lot of pain, so, I have lyme I think. Don't know if that can help me.
  8. Onedaysillagain, are you dutch? If you are, are there en coffeshops CBD weed? Without thc
  9. Should be wonderful can smoke weed without stoned effect, to reduce anxiety, as benzos, haha.Keep me inform!
  10. I'm thinking a lot in that, and now more, because I suspect hppd isn't the only pone that is behind my sick. I found a few seeds of CBD Mary Jane, but don't know where can buy it.
  11. Have you diagnosed with MS since 8 years?? What's tests show evidences of that?? Sorry for hear that. I'm going to ask you some. MS is usually acompained by brain fog (or feeling disconnected from your world), so, had you had brain fog before took LSD? How many had you trip after get MS diagnosis?? I'm also feeling disconecting of my family, my girl (ex now....) and friends, so, I know that you are feeling bro. All started after few months of my unique dosage of shroom, so, I suspect hppd. But, I'm interesting in you diagnosis because I also had suffering with low-grade fever, extreme fatigue, arthritis reumatoid since "HPPD" came. My doctor think I can have CFS (chronic fatigue) or MS and I'm not accord with that. But I read about Lyme and co-infections and "hppd" (brain fog and visuals disturbances) are one of the one hundred symptoms. Do you had read or thought about this? Kind regards and I send all strength for you!!!! PD: Sorry for english, I'm spanish.
  12. I tried to drink two times since hppd came to ny live and it was scared. Inmediately, I felt how if all was irreal. So, I don't drink anymore and nor take drugs. I had do two shots to a little join of hash in 7 months and that did me much anxious and I couldn't breath good, so, the majority of us can't do beers or take drugs again, although while I took knopin, the effects weren't so much negative that wihouth taking a benzo. My advice is stay away from drugs and alcohol, and take so much care with the dose if you want to try.
  13. Hi. Sorry for that. Had you think looking for a doctor that believe your history about a chemical injured brain? There are a few drugs, as keppra, lamictal, knpin... that may help you in regulate your symptoms. Double work, double reward!!! Good luck in you way to get happy!
  14. I have the hair of a naufragist, until now. I also have chronic fever, pain... so I hope not to have hair loss. Brain fog and visuals are sufficent.
  15. Hi tinu, first of all sorry for what you are experiencing. If you can't feel, sounds like despersonalization/desrealization, wich is a common hppd's symptom. HPPD its coin often occurs with visual disturbances, as tracers/palinopsia, aura, halos, double vision.... My advice, check the info in our forum and try to found help when you "know" what is wrong. Dp/dr is also a autoinmune disease's symptom and try check your body temperature. If is accompanied with fever, check tyroids, lyme and other autoinmune diseases. As I said, dp/dr with visuals, can be hppd, but that sensations can happen for other reasons, as anxiety, drug psicosis induced... Hope that help you and wish you luck my friend
  16. Hello people. I'm not sure about why I'm wraiting here, in succes histories. I want send you a message of hopeless and happiness. First of all, I want to say that I don't know what fucking disease I'm suffering. All crazy things, as crazy anxiety and visual disturbances started after a few months of my unique shroom's dosage, so, I supposed that hppd was the condition that caused it. I also have dp/dr since that happened. Then, I started with tinnitus, pain in neck, harms, legs and other fucking things. What the fuck?; I thought. I was pretty sure that hppd was the only one that could make me to suffering that stranger symptoms, but I started with chronic fever also, so, I continued looking for more information in Internet. While I was looking for, I had a lot of stranger infections, tooths and gums, dick, ass, etc, so, I thought that hppd weren't doing all of this, or my chemical injured brain wasn't working to fight with these infections? Not sure my friend. I started with antibiotics, for the flu symptoms, or that was what my doc thought, and my symptoms were unmanageable. I was in the worst nightmare that I never thought that could exist. A lot of severe pain, extreme brain fog, dizzines, high fever, extreme exhaustion... thanks to god my girlfriend was with me in these moments. Ok, I saw a lot of my neurological symptoms in hppd and vs forum but not the severe pain and chronic fever, so I continued looking for until I found a lot of autoinmune diseases. A lot of people with hppd and vs get worse with antibiotics, I think that we can experiencing a herxheimer (a body reaction when leave a lot of toxines). But, If in my town I never saw a tick, and is very difficult found somebody touching lsd and allucynogens...... what fucking is happening to me? I had been very depressed for a lot of months, and now I'm better. You can think, how is that guy better in a place where anybody knows some about allucynogens or tick's bornes disease and living with all strange symptoms. I will respond you. In middle of that, my girlfriend broked up with me, tired about my condition. My mum lost her work and found that something was wrong, she have breast cancer. And I with my stranger disease/condition!!!! I felt how a stone, a really fucking biggest stone, fallen in my head. My healthy, succeded and funny live was broken in less than 6 months!!!! All of that of you can imaginate, isn't a success history, let me tell you the "good" thing about all of this. If my gf that I really love for 6 years broked up, if my perfect life with drugs and football gone and if my mum lost her work and have cancer, I WON'T BE CRYING IN MY BED. I will fight until my body can't walks and thinks more. Now all of us have to ways, stay quiet or fight and the day that I will die, I will think that I had fight for all that I love, although my fucking and chemical injured brain want to bother me. Now, I'm helping my mother all that she needs, eating healthy (antifungical, antibiotic, probiotic food) and although I have chronic fever, I had can playing football again. 9 goals in 2 matches, playing better before sick!!! (Better that Cristiano Ronaldo LOL haha) and surely the other players never will remember the match, but I never will forget my goals, because the 9 goals weren't for the goalkeeper, were for my uknown disease!!! Suck my d@&&@ uknown disorder!!! I want to tell you that always there is a thing to fight, and we have only one time. I wish have other easily live, but we have to doing the best in that, the unique live that we have. I really hope my experience will help some of us and tell you some. Can you imagine chronic fever, severe pain and exhaustion futhermore hppd? I have and I will continue fighting to get better and found what's happening with me (think. maybe lyme). We have to work hard to get tinny better but, double work, double reward. Keep it!
  17. Take a kpin period again, it will help with luck. Sorry for hear that. But, if you did a shot of non thc marijuana (as I read), and hppd didn't get worse, I'm pretty sure that your dp/dr will be better. Good lucky with keppra, and remember, get stress away!!!!!
  18. yes but until now, all medical test are good, they think im hipocondriac or depressive, all of us know how are the meds with '' strange disorders'' and the chronic form of lyme or SFC here in Spain aren't recognized. I'm so scared because I have low fever for 2 weeks, and I cant buy antibiotics without script.... I will go next week to my family's hospital and tell my severe situation, I hope that they believe me, I know that antibiotic can help me a lot... but they cant script me if they see nothing in the test... I will do LTT for burgdorferi and bartonella, and more.... thanks visual..
  19. I dont know if is lyme or not, but i'm really fucked. I was fine with HPPD because my family, friends and girl knew it and now I'm sick of chronic fatigue, with neurological symptoms. People with HPPD, go out and live your live, now is not my vision (i know isn't only the vision, I have brain fog too) that keep me in my room, is extremely pain in legs, harms, neck, digestive problems, testicular problems, fever... if hppd is a hell, imagine with the hole 900000000000000 yards. I'm going out from the forum. I'm ''lucky'', my family are meds and have hospitals. They will look for a disease, I will do tests for lyme, bartonella, clamydia... PD: hppd people that have problems with antibiotic, if u have fever or muscle/pain pain or similar than me, you can be experimenting herxheimer, in relation with parasit problems (lyme, etc) Good buy guys, I wish you the best and I will come to show my results.
  20. I think it should not be lyme but HPPD, but the thing is so fucked up, because both are very strange. HPPD by a single dose of mushrooms or a lyme tick bite nonexistent, symptoms began 2 months after sleeping with animals and eating mushrooms. I'm looking for a needle in a haystack. I'm scared that my girlfriend has two dogs and she found a tick, but it came not to bite. This got me thinking ... When I was sleeping with animals (lived in another house) I may notice a tingling in my leg... I did not notice even bite, it is possible that these bite? I have seen that many people infected with lyme ticks have not seen a bit I personally have not seen a tick on my life, but I think in that tingling ... maybe I have fucked .... I know you're not a guru, nor a shaman, but I read that you live in a place with lots of lyme. You think this is HPPD? more likely that a tick?
  21. I have diagnosed chronic migraine with aura since I was a child. But, when I started to smoke pot around 2012, they dissapeared to the point that I had to drunk a lot for notice him. Now, with HPPD, I'm still free, I have headhaches, but differents that I had. I think, you know what is a migraine and a simply pain of head, as me. Now, I don't touch any drug for headhaches, only a dark room and pennyroyal* *lol, I traduce it with google and don't know if I'm talking about pennis
  22. And found Alprazolam, which is a benzodiacepine. Benzodiacepines are meds to calm your general anxiety, but I advice you that yiu have to try other ways (read the benzo&withdrawal forum) or do a moderate and security use of that magic pills. First, they give you old yourself but them, they can put you in the biggest hell. Benzo is other drug as cannabis, alcohol... and we have a strange disorder, so, we are right to try different drugs with moderation to help us dialy, but MODERATE please. If you eat one donut, you are calming your sugar anxiety, if you eat eight donuts, you will be godzilla. Take care
  23. Hi tayler. My symptoms started in Febr. and found hppdonline in July, so I have it for 8 months. I stopped pot and alcohol because I knew something was wrong. I was very stressed because my gf broked up, lost my study degree, because I wasn't studying, have to come to my house (my parents chuck out me when I was 17)... I wanted go without med until one day I had a bug discussio
  24. Thanks Visual. First of all, in my country, lyme and hppd are totally uncomon and unknown, I don't know if it is because not much cases were reports or if not much people touch acid or are biten by that fucking insects. In relation with your ask, yes, I know that hppd is a disorder with cognitive and neurological symptons (visual, brain fog that causes dp/dr...) and caused by drugs. My problem is really simple, I cant know if is hppd or lyme because I had only one trip (by shrooms), in which all was fine until my friend's cat gave me a scratch. So, I dont know if is hppd for a unique dosage of shroom or lyme for the cat's scratch or other (I slept with a cat and a dog for these days). What do you think is more probably!? I'm fucking looking for a diagnose for one of two strange disorders. That disorders are really strange in my country, and difficult to know because can be hppd for bad trip and weed mixed with antipshicotics. or lyme for the scratch by cat or slepts with animals. Should I contact with the cat's owner for ask if it have lyme? can have his cat lyme although it not manifest symptoms? Finally, what tests I should ask to doctor for lyme? Sorry bad english..
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