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Hello dear sufferers, I'm going to give you a little bit of hope. My hell started ago one year, few months later of taking MDMA, cocaine and one unique dosage of shrooms, you know, all this shit. I started with panick attacks, despersonalización/derealization, and then all the horrible visual disturbances like strong palinopsia/afterimages, blurred visión, halos, closed eyes visual and visual Snow( vs is the only symptom I Had before develope all that shitty stuff). Today, almost two years later, I feel my life is coming back. I would like to say my life is perfect, but althought it is not... It wasnt before hppd!!! I'm neutral at this point... I feel in my way again dudes. I have met a wonderful woman who have hppd with two childs... I have moved my self around 1300km to met her and her family... And i have found a work!!(which I cannot accept because she have broke with her bf and her little childs need time to adapt themselfes...) If I hadnt hppd... I couldnt met her so... Is this so bad? In my chase it is not. I met her on visual Snow grupo and she never Had taken any type of recreative drug.. Only ssris.. So... Nobody deserve that.... She have the same symptoms and she never never sus drugs... So that is my opinión... People who never did drugs can have it... So... At least we dos drugs and we got funny!!!! I wish you luck and I'll be happy to talk to anything of my techniques to deal/cope with it. I have taken a lot of meds tryng to fix diferentes symptoms.. Antipshichotics meds, which made me insane, antiepileptics, ansiolitics, hipnotics... And nothimg nothimg helped me... When I quitted all drugs(i only smoke one or two cigarrettes Per day and it helps with anxiety). Klonopin is a shit for ne... No meds help a shit. I run everyday for one hour and go to gym around one hour. Thats how I del and my dp is gone at 90% at this moment. Wish you a merry christmas and a hapoy new year!!

Exercise, stay sober and no more.. good luck buddy.

Before HPPD I had sex on everydrugs xd including lsd lol

I go to the gym everyday and play 4-5 football matches everyweek. I still smoke bad hash and tobacco and my body is getting beauty slowly. I gained 20 kg when I took Gabapentina 2 months. I was 69 before Neurontin and 89 after. Now Im 84 and still waiting results. I prefer play football to aerobic exercise because I dont like running in bicicle at gym.

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I have tried ansiolitics (xanax, valium, klonopin), antiepileptics (gabapentina, tegretol) and antipshichotics (etumina, sulpiride). To be honest, Im not taking nothing now and i feel better without meds..

Do you can explain what is slow release?

It get better with time. im at the point im who i was before hppd, but with visuals. there are illness more bad than hppd. hope you the best, good luck!

Mine happened a few months later my unique shroom trip

I have been sober for 8 months now, but my girl have broke up a six years relation... A friend came yesterday to pass few days helping me with the depression and I have smoking a lot of pot.. I know I shouldn't... but I need forget her having a relaxing time. I'm taking gabapentina and it has helping with dp a lot! Maybe 75% or more when my depression dont hit me. My girl who was the only person that helped and believed me have left me and I'm very depressed because I love her really. Sorry fot bad english but I'm high

Nice guy. So, you are taking seroquel or.XR? What is XR?

I'm depressive because my girl have broke up she was the only one who support me but she is tired from me and now im lonely. My family dont brlieve me, my friens have forget me... im lonely man but thanks for your words.. im takng gabapentina and i should be great because it has helped me a lot but i cant go out from depression andi want to die shit

I'm negative guys. I know I shouldn't says that, but I have suicidal thoughts. My hppd contain severe palinopsia, dp and colours (purple/blue) in my pheriperical vision. I'm taking Gabapentina and it has lifted the brain fog for 95% but I can't live knowing I won't be the same again. I only want die and don't feel that pain anymore.

I have seen only one chase of full recovery. I want to try it. Keep us inform.

My unique dosage of shrooms gave me my wonderful hppd

I did mdma in crystals here in Spain and i was amazing,dancing skhrillex, drinking a lot of alcohol, whoah

Yes, the only thing I have is palinopsia (I have afterimages) and dp that is caused by the hypervigilance. Do you think water or dehydration have relation with worsering of hppd symptoms? What about you said muses syndrome? Haven't you gone to doctors yet? Take care missjess!!! =*

There is a doctor who study hppd called Dr.Abraham and he said hppd have 50% chance of recovery hehe. Mine is getting better slowly. I dont't know if my mind is adapting itself or I'm getting better, but I'm doing things that I couldn't do ago 2-3 months, like go outside, just sign to the gym, playing football. Just stay sober and try do normal live, but reduce stress man. Your chance of recovery depends from things you'll do since now.

Hi guy. It's sounds like mild hppd. My advice is reduce stress and not take more drugs. Just stay sober, and see what happens. Sorry for you experiencing with drugs. Take care!

like Me man, i had negative afterimages always before hppd, so, what are your visuales shadow? I'll get keppra next week

What about afterimsges argentino?

But your mild afterimsges are positive or negstives. Mine are positives and i keep in my mind all what I'm watching when I change my vision.

Is working for your afterimsges shadow?

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A good notice! So, your dp/dr is gone¿ congratulation man! A big hug for you!