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  1. im sorry if i offended, didn't mean too but I don't do it any more. it was suppose to be mean when I did smoke(haven't done it in a long while), crazy stuff then would happen so I knew that it's not all in my head like other people were telling me it was. You are right though, getting high is not an option any more. I am no expert, just putting in my own two cents.
  2. My boyfriend doesn't believe me when I tell him about the things I see, saying I'm a hypochondriac and its all in my head. I will admit that reading into HPPD has left me scared and it feasts on my anxiety but it makes me feel a little less crazy because I know other people are seeing it too. I know something isn't right because when I smoke weed I don't get the normal weed high but like I'm back on acid and then tree bark starts glittering and lines fall from the sky, and everything becomes wavy and sharp pains erupt in my back and that is not a normal weed high. I sometimes wish I didn't look into hppd because ignorance is bliss but if I didn't, I would be harming my body more by not knowing the consequences. It is most definitely a blessing and a curse but all knowledge is.
  3. I see faces in geometric patterns, like for example my soap dispenser has a pretty design on it but when I look at it, it shaped to a lion head. It's weird and I've noticed it for a lot more things. I can see faces in the sidewalk, especially hardwood floors. Hardwood floors for me are a real trip. really anywhere with a weird pattern. I just ignore them. It's really helped me with my art though since I can sense where a face should be and stuff ;p
  4. Thank you so much for your advice and so on! I understand my abuse towards psychedelics and I am taking a huge if not permanent break from anything that will stretch my mind that way. It's not as severe as other cases I've been reading, just some light sensitivity, lines not staying straight, and I can see the different hues of colours blending into each other much well and trails from lights. It's worse when I wear my glasses though. The glares on my lens are more noticeable. It's only been a couple of days since the last time I took the drug and it seems the same. But outside I can go outside and I feel better out there than inside. but Only time will tell. Thank you for the advice as well! Extremely helpful
  5. I didn't know what it was. I told my friend who was doing it and he said it was all in my head. I didn't think anything of it and now I know. It's not terrible but it's not amazing at the same time. Thank you for your advice though, Missjess. Everyone is stupid and makes not smart decisions but now I know and I feel more in control.
  6. I did not know what HPPD was until a couple days ago when I was watching Adventure Time and realiezed I feel like Ice King does when he sees things, but a lot less mild. I'm down with it and I'm sad that It affected my weed but If I give my brain a while, will I ever be able to smoke it again? but thank you for the positive vibes and response
  7. Hello, my name is Mandy. I have recently been looking into HPPD for a little bit and am still very new to the idea and want further information because i do not know if i have it or if it's just side affects from LSD i was smoking weed 2 and a half years straight before I took LSD in October and have done it about 15 times since, taking small breaks in between and what not, but i am finally done with it. I first noticed my perception on life slightly changed after the first time, not taking it as a warning i continued, even smoking weed after taking at least a 1 tab. I've been fine and smoked weed mostly everyday but just noticed that I would get some LSD visuals (i.e increased light, wave like vision, imaginary snow 'visual noise' and give me a different high all together). I knew the LSD messed with my weed high hard but it didn't effect me as much. I tried talking to my significant other about it, who has been doing it for about 3 years now and he doesn't understand what I'm seeing even if I describe it. On March 12th, I took 1 1/2 lsd tab of a black flower. I was feeling fine until I smoked weed, where my vision went kaleidoscope, lines were coming from my partners face and it felt i was slipping out of the dimension. I felt something inside of me 'break' like my vision and what not and it stayed like that for 20 minutes. I've never been so scared in my life. I felt I was trapped that way forever and would not be able to see again, my vision returned but the waves in the bottom corners of both eyes don't stop. I took a half tab the following saturday to see if the trip before was all in my head. It was alright but after smoking weed, i get this paranoid feeling and it makes the waves worse. This past Wednesday I took another 1 1/2 tab, i was already high from weed a couple hours previous and still had the lingering high feeling. While I was coming up, I had a huge panic attack and had to run out of the building I was in. Everything was crazy wavy and lights started to glitter. After the trip was over, i still have the feeling of it lingering in my system. I do not know if it is HPPD and I am not in anyway trying to make anyone feel bad if they have it. I'm just a scared teenager ;p ahah it's been three days and I stopped smoking weed and started eating fruits and vegetables. It's hard for me to eat and everything is still moving in a slow motion. the visual noise have gotten worse. and lines freak me out now I'm here to search for help to not aggravate it as much. I know it's only been a couple of days since my recent incident and it's still new but Even looking at these posts give me anxiety about what's going on with me and I never suffered from anxiety before. Ive accepted that I'll never be 'normal' again and well, what is normal anyways?
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