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  1. I am having a really hard time coping with my ADD. I don't want to go too much into it but I am at the point where I need to do something about it again. I just never took the stimulants route (my parents were very against it, some other things happened) and I never had HPPD to factor in too. But yes if my attention issues weren't interfering with my life so much, I wouldn't touch anything that could potentially make my hppd worse. Hopefully I can work something out with my doctor. I'll let everyone know how it goes. Thanks for the welcoming
  2. Hi everyone, I have been following this site for the last year since the onset of my symptoms. I developed HPPD after using a mixture of Coke, Molly, and eventually smoking a dab at the end of the night (I believe this was the triggering event) when I was 20. I have had my symptoms for a year now-- static and after images, halos. I struggle with depersonalization as well. About a month ago I finally over came my anxiety about having HPPD-- I guess I relaxed about it when I realized it wasn't getting any worse after a year of constant symptoms. I have really bad ADD and I am looking to get onto some meds that will help balance out my life a bit, and I am worried that they will make my hppd symptoms worse. So I decided to join this site finally in the event I needed some support. No one that I personally know understands what I am experiencing. Sometimes I feel as if they do not believe me. My hppd makes it difficult to read, therefore even harder to focus on top of my ADD. I am currently at university, I have a job, and I am going to law school next year. I was really hopeful that I could get my life back by getting some better therapy and meds for my ADD but now I am very hesitant. My hppd is tolerable at its current intensity but if it got any worse I do not know how well I would handle it. I tried being completely sober for a couple of months and there was no improvement, but I have given up all other rec drugs and smoking pot. I am getting closer to giving up drinking too except for the occasional cocktail. I work out a lot and I eat well. I just hope I am not faced with having to decide between focus or decreased visuals. That would be a very hard decision to make at this point. Anyone with similar experience please let me know!
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