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  1. At what time of the day do you do this?
  2. I was fine for weeks there has to be a test or analyses. What about QEEG? is it accurate?
  3. Is there a way to find out that I suffer from HPPD instead of being dismissed as a hypochondriac?!I mean, what studies or scans? Also things has been hard, the frustration and the self hate is consuming me. I hate suffering, but I detest that my mother sees me suffering even more. She is used to see a strong determined young man and now I'm but a shadow of my former self. I want to fight this, and I will! but I feel that enduring the pain is inevitable. In another topic (any human being would), I did developed most of my symptoms after reading about them (probably clinching towards hope that i probably suffer from something else.) so I would like to know if there is a form of testing or analyses that i could suggest to my GP so I could finally show what I'm suffering from.
  4. Is there a way to take benzos without risking addiction, and withdrawals? If there is way please let me know.
  5. I started taking it after the bad trips. My doctor believes that my problem is "anxiety induced by substances". What other med can I ask for? I do not want to go with any strong benzo or anything like that...I just know I won't feel comfortable taking those.
  6. I'm taking busiperone (for the anxiety) and omega 3. My GP and parents believe that my problem is due to anxiety. I rather leaving them with that idea.I really hate worrying my mom. I have a bad feeling that what I have is HPPD. I try to take my mind out of it, but its just useless. I try my best to look forward but I feel down, sad, this really sucks.I cursed the day I took that damned tap.
  7. I'm taking busiperone (for the anxiety) and omega 3. My GP and parents believe that my problem is due to anxiety. I rather leaving them with that idea.I really hate worrying my mom. I have a bad feeling that what I have is HPPD. I try to take my mind out of it, but its just useless. I try my best to look forward but I feel down, sad, this really sucks.I cursed the day I took that damned tap.
  8. Both Dr Abraham and Dr Halpern have mentioned this, but I can't help but to feel it may only be to provide hope to the sufferers. I really hope is not wishful thinking...
  9. I have had anxiety and dr two times before ever doing trying LSD. I never had a visual symptom, but I found out that anxiety can manifest physical symptoms such as mild Visual Snow. After doing LSD I was fine for about two weeks, but I was nervous and had a strange feeling that the LSD was going to harm me in a long term. One day I started looking for symptoms of long term effects of LSD. I found HPPD, and made the connection of visual snow and HPPD ( without knowing that DP/DR could also give VS.) I freaked out and became extremely anxious. Panic, and derealisation every day until i started noticing floaters, after images in objects and also halos. I suffered from astigmatism, and it all happened while it was uncorrected so it was even worst. I still don't know what I have, and I figured that not one better than you guys would recognize if I really have HPPD. I have been having the following symptoms: Floaters and Flashes Visual Snow (mild) After Images (in objects and just by briefly looking. This is what has me more worried because I don't think anxiety could cause this. ) Fluorescent lights have halos Tinnitus (only sometimes) if light hits an object in a dark background the object seems to get a "ghost like effect" king like double images. (If it matters, I only did LSD once and it was one hit.)
  10. I have had anxiety and dr two times before ever doing trying LSD. I never had a visual symptom, but I found out that anxiety can manifest physical symptoms such as mild Visual Snow. After doing LSD I was fine for about two weeks, but I was nervous and had a strange feeling that the LSD was going to harm me in a long term. One day I started looking for symptoms of long term effects of LSD. I found HPPD, and made the connection of visual snow and HPPD ( without knowing that DP/DR could also give VS.) I freaked out and became extremely anxious. Panic, and derealisation every day until i started noticing floaters, after images in objects and also halos. I suffered from astigmatism, and it all happened while it was uncorrected so it was even worst. I still don't know what I have, and I figured that not one better than you guys would recognize if I really have HPPD. I have been having the following symptoms: Floaters and Flashes Visual Snow (mild) After Images (in objects and just by briefly looking. This is what has me more worried because I don't think anxiety could cause this. ) Fluorescent lights have halos Tinnitus (only sometimes) if light hits an object in a dark background the object seems to get a "ghost like effect" king like double images. (If it matters, I only did LSD once and it was one hit.)
  11. Hey guys and girls, I'm a 19 year old who experimented with LSD. It was one tap, a single time, and a low dose. It's been almost two months and I'm experiencing starbursts, at night with traffic lights small halos, an awareness of floaters, visual snow, and after images, my after images are not concrete...I kind of need to make them happen. Strangely, the visual snow has become almost unnoticeable lately. I'm also noticing a slight double vision in dark backgrounds like a smeared sorta to speak. Is there a possibility to recovered for me? Truth be told I'm deeply concerned. I had stopped smoking pot even before I tried LSD. I heard caffeine and alcohol can make it worst. That is really sad because I will miss drinking a beer with my friends while playing poker. It has made an impact in my life. I would like to hear tips, or any advice from you guys. What would you guys make of my situation? Am I for the long one, or do I still have hope...?
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