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What magnesium product are you taking? I take one called Natural Calm and it rids my eye floaters wooohooo!

Hell yea I was taking 30mg valium daily for almost 2 years and I quit the first day I started Gabapentin, I know this still isnt safe I was just done with benzos and Gaba made it a lot easier. For me Gaba works but after a few days of being on it, it feels like it is doing nothing, but if you quit you will be able to tell it was working because you will start to be feeling worse so it def doing something just subtle, but I think subtle is key! Good luck!

The effects of Gabapentin are usually gone the next day, I have a buddy who felt it 4 days in a row though so idk how long he could have felt the effects. By effects I mean high or w.e. but regardless Gabapentin is my favorite medicine thus far. I have tried Lyrica and I don't like it as much as Gabapentin it did nothing for me. Gabapentin is the best for benzo or opioid w/d too! Are you using for anxiety or what? I took 3.3g my first time taking it boy was I flying! haha. Taking 600mg 3x a day doctor wants me to go to 800mg 3x a day, in my experience really 300mg 3x a day is no different than 600 or 900mg 3x a day. Well good luck! Thank you, Andrew

I agree to some extent, visuals do matter but if feel good and are happy you don't concentrate on those visuals. That is why I use to take Hydrocodone, it didn't help with my visuals but it helped with my attitude which in return helped with my visuals or just made me not care about them.

Just want to blow off some steam can't wrap my mind around what is going on to me. Alright so a little history about me. I am on probation 1 for a DWI at the end of 2012 which was suppose to end next month on the 8th. I am also on probation for possession of 13 pounds of marijuana for 10 years and it is a defer probation which basically means you are guilty but you can get it off your record; you also can get off of this kind of probation when you have served a 1/3 of the time and have all your fines paid off, which amount to 15k, but this is up to the judge; also it is the worst kind of probation to get in any trouble on. I have been serving my possession of marijuana charge for about a year too. So with my HPPD I got a ton of other crap going on and add in the fact I have a son, I am young myself and am behind child support due to me screwing up pretty hard the past few years. Well the other day, Saturday to be precise, it was my buddies bachelor party so we went out, a total of 7 of us, what a big mistake. So we go to a strip joint and a few bars right, well the last place we went to was a bar and it just happened that a dude that one of my buddy doesn't get along with was there, but my buddy was good he didn't want no trouble, hell we was having fun. Well this dude decides to try to fight my buddy so we head outside. This guy swings at my buddy, my buddy grabs his arm in midair and pushes him back and lets him know hey we aren't trying to fight watch out. We go back in the bar. 5 minutes later we try to leave thinking those guys were gone, we was wrong as hell they were waiting on the side of the building right, at least 12 of them but I think 14 to 16 is more accurate. At this time there are only 5 of us. Well that same dude was running his mouth at another buddy of mine and got in my buddies face but this guy you don't mess with right, so my buddy gives it to him like there is no tomorrow, he has the guy on the floor knocking on his front door. Well all this dudes friends decide to jump in so wth can we do, we jump in too can't let your friend get jumped in my book. Well I ended up fighting with 3 mexican guys, I get one real good, I tap the other one, the third one.....hits me in the face with a beer bottle 3 times. He breaks my nose the first hit, I try to recover and continue fighting but then he hits me in the nose yet again and then I try to cover my nose, hell at this point I am getting tired of getting hit in the nose, this is my second time in my life getting a bottle smashed over my nose and breaking it. So I'm kind of in a daze and I am still up right, so he tries to finish me and hits me in the head with it on the left side by my ear, they don't ever take me down, don't make me say ouch or nothing, infact I am cussing this bastard out. Well the cops come and the ended up arresting 21 of us, some females too, a few people get away. We get charged with a P.I. Ok it is just a P.I. right? I sit in jail a day and a half and get out. Well at this point I am just hoping none of my 3 p.os. find out. Yest 3 I got arrested in 2 different counties not close to me so 2 p.os. there and then the one I got transferred to. Well Thursday this week comes around unfortunately and I call my p.o. to cancel the appointment because I don't want her to see my face right, I am trying to be a slick rick. Well she knows, she asked me what happened right, so she makes me call my other 2 p.os. that are in a different county. My one p.o. here in Collin County, Tx she is cool, she has to do her job and I understand that, so she has to tell her upper whoever that is, superviser or whatever, and they are going to revoke my probation. A warrant will be issued next week and I will probably be arrested next month but possibly next week Tuesday because that is when I see my p.o. here in Garland. Hopefully the warrant isn't issued by Tuesday. Now this is my DWI probation, I don't expect much jail time but at the same time I expect the worse, anywhere from 3 days to 3 months is a possibility and I don't know if they will give me more probation time on this or how it will work. Collin County is the worse when it comes to anything to do with alcohol so it worries me a lot but not as much as my other probation. Ok now my probation that I got in Brownsville, TX near Mexico. This was dumb I shouldn't even been there for the marijuana I am white and stick out like a sore thumb down there. But anyways, my p.o. down there is a B. I have only talked to her 3 times total and I hope this is the last time I talk to her, I won't go into details how she is a B but take my word someone needs to give her the D pronto. Well she is threatening to revoke my probation and telling me I am wasting her time and I need to get a good lawyer that I am going to be spending a lot of time in jail. See it is a defer probation which means if you get in trouble you got to serve out the remaining time of your probation in jail. Now I don't know if a P.I. qualifies me for this harsh punishment but this lady sure the hell thinks so. Now ultimately it is up to the judge but down there they like to make examples of white people and people from Dallas so who knows. Hopefully she was just talking shit but I am expecting anything from 3 weeks to 9 years down there. So this blows. This is stressing me out so much, I messed up pretty bad the past few years but you know I ain't a bad person. I opened doors for not just ladies but everyone, I say thank you, yes ma'am, yes sir, I help people the best I can etc. etc. I just happened to get mixed up in the wrong thing with the wrong people and I understand I got to pay for the crime but man I need help more than anything not to be thrown in jail. Between the countless drugs and alcohol I have had I can hardly think straight anymore my decision making has gone out the window. It hasn't going to the point where I steal or hurt anyone, it is just I do things I normally wouldn't do like get involved with drugs and going to bars(I use to drink at home only.) This blows I am so far behind everything, it seems impossible to catch up and this just makes me want to forget about it which leads me to doing the crap I have been doing for 3 or so years. Well all this is making my DP/DR go crazy. Not only do I feel extra day dreaming, I have this conflicting thing going on with my DP/DR where reality is hitting me real hard. So I just feel like nothing is real and at the same time reality is attacking me. My vision is so crazy objects are more animated than usual and overly real looking. My mind is telling me to wake up you are dreaming and it doesn't even feel like I am looking with my eyes, it literally feels like I am looking with my brain and it is giving me a headache. This really sucks. Well if they try to give me years in jail I need one of you UK folks to pick me up from the airport and help me get a job and a place to crash until I can get on my feet financially. Lol you bet your hat I will bond out and get the hell up out of here. UK is somewhere I always wanted to go and if I have to leave this life behind me I will, besides my son. Lol got damn what a mess. Well thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this. I haven't ran through it so a lot of stuff is probably spelled wrong, I feel very confused right now, so if something doesn't make sense use your imagination and make your own sentence lol. Thank you, Andrew

Yea my visuals usually get worse in the restroom too due to lighting and what not, also taking a dump brings them out lol that's how LSD does me too.

Awesome, I've been doing alright, have had worse days then these past few so I can't say it has been to bad! Hopefully your visuals go away sounds like you're doing good! I think maybe you are starting to get free from HPPD. Sounds like you need to try to go about your day the best you can and try to get you attention off of it 100% and you might finally break that barrier! Just a guess to me but at least you are doing a lot better! Make sure you get a lot of sleep and stay away from any mind altering chemical and you should be fine, give it another month or 2 and most importantly don't do anything to aggitate it! Cool! I did acid like 10 months ago, although it didn't make me feel worse afterwards the trip itself wasn't good. My visuals were pretty weird(weirder lol) and I got some major dp/dr during the trip, I kind of just had to go with the flow which pre-HPPD wasn't hard during a trip but post HPPD it was lol. Hey I got a question, do you think there is a difference between smoing hash vs bud when you got hppd? Have you ever tried? Like I wonder if hash won't mess with you as much as bud, still not trying though lol. How did your systems go away? Did you do anything special or like almost everyone who has got rid of them did you just let them go away on their own natural? But regardless that is awesome they are gone hope they stay gone! And agree DP/DR is awful! Although I don't have it on a daily basis the 2-3 times I have it a month and it only last a few hours and rarely up to 8 hours it is some crazy scary stuff! Well take care and remember what you do now can affect you in the future so really think on that acid trip!

Anybody have any great news? Please share!!

I got like 93 grams of Phenibut F.A.A. from LiftMode I would say around 12 grams of Picamilon from LiftMode Like a gram of Phenylpiracetam from LiftMode Around 175 200mg Sulbutamine capsules I can split them up if needed Around 300mg Prl-8-53 from NewStarNootropics Just throw me a price for whatever you want, I just want to get a few bucks back so I don't feel like I wasted money lol. This is good for someone who wants to try any of these for a real cheap price. You pay shipping. Thank you Andrew

Hell it doesn't hurt to try! They say it is promising and I think it could help with anxiety and depression which in return can help with sleep and energy levels and that in return can help autism or add/adhd. I mean there is no reason to think it wouldn't help unless you are completely healthy. If you got a messed up gut and don't eat properly I think there is a good possibility you will get results. Now will they be dramatic results or subtly, idk, but it is worth a shot. If you do this lmk I was going to get some myself 2 weeks ago but I got Phenibut and a few other things instead, bad mistake! Phenibut is no good to me. Andrew

Lol I hear you there to many supplements get old fast!!! How is that cbd oil? And where did you get it from? Thank you Andrew

My ex girl, her friend, she got disability for being bipolar and tbh she seemed nice as hell lol. She had to see a psychologist first and when diagnosed she received it. Hope this helps!

Hello all, I plan on trying Naltrexone in the near future(if anyone here has 1 tab that's all I need for sell that would be awesome!>USA as far as I know this is legal? Lmk if I am wrong) and was wondering if anyone has tried this. I plan on doing what is called low dose naltrexone or LDN. This will be between 10 to 20 mcg daily, here is a cool les than 5 minute video on it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0p0ykSzy9o. My main reason for this is for my opioid tolerance, I use Kratom I tbh I could get a few ounces of this a day if I wanted to but 9 grams gets me out of bed, have been well over a pound in 2 months. I am looking to knock this down to 3 grams. LDN basically resets your tolerance 70-90% lower and this works everyday. But naltrexone is suppose to work for anxiety, depression and from what I read on a post here for dp/dr. Now, should a LDN at 10-20mcg which is obviously way way smaller then even 1mg and people take a few mgs of this daily so the dosage is far smaller. I am sure no one here has used naltrexone on this small of a scale and I am not sure if anyone here has even tried naltrexone. I am more interested in knowing how well this is suppose to work for anxiety, depression, dp/dr and just HPPD in general if anyone has any thoughts or experience. Thank you, Andrew

Hell yes. I can't tell if it is anxiety or boredom, possibly both. Ever since I quit my job not long ago I have been feeling like this. I am sure not being completely busy has something to do with it for me.

It's the antihistamines brotha! At least for me stuff like benadryl really messes me up.

Happy new years and thx! Animal has a ton of good products. I was wondering why don't you try this everyday taken during the morning. Not so much for workout recovery but as a HPPD supplement so to speak and report the results back. Maybe after continuous use it will work better? Just a thought. Thank you, Andrew

Hey, for me Gabapentin was a life saver when it came to benzo w/ds. I was on 30 mg valium for 2 years and I used xanax quiet often and abused my valiums twice. I got 130 one month but he understood since I was going through Subutex w/ds man that was a bitch lol. But anyways I was able to get off 30mg valium the first day of Gabapentin, wasn't easy trust me and my doctor got pretty upset since I just stopped which he didn't recommend, but when I want to quit something it has to be right then and there or I might change my mind down the road lol. I would look at Gabapentin for sure though, I recommend this to anyone who wants to quit anything really lol. Just realize it isn't going to be easy regardless and for most Gabapentin seems like it is doing nothing it is just so subtle. I quit Gabapentin for a week and yeah that week off is when I realized Gabapentin was doing something, wasn't a good week lol so it is relieving some stuff such as anxiety and what not it just isn't strong but that is what you should be looking for anyways when trying to get off stuff, you don't wanna get hooked on something else. Best regards, Andrew

Hello, My 100 grams of Phenibut F.A.A. from Liftmode came in on Friday. I have a few questions about it. Is Liftmodes Phenibut crappy? I took 2 grams sublingually today, 1 gram yesterday and on Friday, my first day taking it, I snorted .5 grams and used .5 grams sublingually all at once and I haven't felt much from any of my uses. I have been off my valims(30mg daily for 2 years) for only like 3 months now maybe a tad longer and idk if the short time I have been off them has done much. But at the same time Phenibut doesn't act on the same receptors or not as much as a benzo to my understanding so I don't see why that would matter unless Phenibut does act on the same receptors to some degree. Regardless I could eat this stuff like food and nothing would happen. It helps with sleep somewhat but no more then benadryl. Is Lifemodes Phenibut BS or am I missing something? Thank you, Andrew

Damn I fucked up pretty good tonight! Going to regret this for the next week.

Hello, Figure I would add a little something to this, was hesitant at first because you know when you say something got better the next day it comes back with a vengeance. But here goes nothing Day 4: Well all in all not much has changed, I really think it is because of my sleep and that is because of cigarettes. I have only been sleeping 4 or 5 hours a day for the past 5 or so days and usually that isn't bad but I haven't been getting any quality sleep and it is really ripping me a new one. My anxiety has gotten pretty bad because of this, my DP/DR seems to fluxuate from bad to worse, been getting headaches(not migraines) and have just been all around tired physically and mentally. I really blame this on the no sleep which I blame quitting smoking on lol. Ok but there is some good news. On day 3 of taking magnesium, weather this is a coincident or not idk, sure the hell can't be a placebo, but my eye floaters have been reduced 90% minimum and my migraines would be the same amount too I guess, hard to say with these headaches I have been getting which I think is from the lack of sleep. Now saying this I will probably wake up tomorrow and have 100 eye floaters floating around for bringing it up lol. I mean I have only been on this product for 4 days so far so it does need a lot more time. I take a teaspoon in the morning and a little more then half a teaspoon at night and this stuff will have you running to the toilet lol. I want to get my sleep right and my anxiety and DP/DR will get a lot better, hell it is even hard for me to make a sentence right now my anxiety is so bad, and when my sleep gets better see how that works. I have some Phenibut f.a.a. coming in. Damn holidays slowing down my delivery so hopefully it will be in Thursday and then I will be using a fairly large dose of that 2 to 3 times a week or 2 times one week 3 times the next, will tinker around and see what works best and hopefully that will help me get the quality rest I need. I will dose half a gram sublingually to try it out first at night and if it works out I will work up to 1 gram a night, sleep on it and let it work its magic throughout the day. I won't be taking this during the day though I want to try to make this as least habit forming as I can. If anyone has any information on Phenibut for sleep they would like to share that would be cool, would like to hear your thoughts on this if it worked good or not for you. Thank you Andrew

Do you smoke? When I smoked you know you usually smoke after you eat. I noticed this caused some problems for me. Other than that now that I don't smoke when I eat I feel fine. But eating junk food does cause problems and sadly that's all I eat. I wish I had a damn garden and some cows and shit out there! lol If you are having problems with your stomach I high recommend this stuff called Natural Calm. It will have you going and your stomach and bowls will be talking to you all day lol. A good way to get your stuff up and running!

Right^ That is why I am saying if you just eat it, in time would it do anything. I know it's the CBDs that you want and the THC is what you don't want. But buying a CBD extract is expensive. So I am just wondering why the hell can you just not eat the raw material. Maybe drink like a quart of milk(this is what I do first thing in the morning I fucking love milk lol) and take like 3 or so grams of fish oil like 30 minutes before you eat it. Idk maybe the fat will help break it down. I do not know how CBDs break down in the liver so it would be cool if I could get some advice there. Like for opiates you want to inhibit the CYP450 enzyme, is there a enzyme you could inhibit or something along that line for a better CBD intake when you eat the raw material? Lol! Sorry for making this freaking confusing I am a terrible writer and get lost in my writing so easy now! But yea I am trying to get a high CBD level in me is my plan, and I wonder what would be the best way. Like what if I boiled the weed down to get the THC out but not high enough to get the CBD out. From what I have read and assume is THC should be gone around 320 degrees.....CBD is 355 degress. So lets say I was to boil this and make a oil at 335 degrees, that seems good to get what I need out of the bud. The THC. So basically I make a oil, it has the THC and sell that! lmao. Now either I can eat the bud from here or can I recook it. You know start over now that the THC is out, boil it at 360 or so degrees and the CBD will then be in that oil. Then basically I just make a damn cake or some brownies and eat the CBD oil! Does this even make sense! LOL Idk I am confused on how to do it. What would be the best way to get a ton of CBDs in me with little to no THC? Any thoughts? Thank you Andrew

Sorry I posted something like this not to long ago but wanted to start a little log. I am not good at writing or following up with logs but I will try my best. I wanted to write this because it is something anyone can get, it is cheap and to me most importantly....it is relatively safe. I am using "Natural Calm" which seems to be the one everyone uses and recommends. It cost me like $25 and received it fairly fast. Here is a website that gives you a ton of information....http://www.mgwater.com/benes.shtml Ok Day 1: I poured a teaspoon of this in a glass of water, stirred it, watched it fizzle and downed it down. I knew this was going to cause a lot of gas and I would be running to the bathroom a lot.....I was right. So basically I have been running to the bathroom...you don't even want to know...and farting all day. I can't say I feel any benefits yet besides my migraines, they are gone! This could just be one of those days where I don't feel them or it could be the magnesium.....can't say yet. I did have a migraine when I woke up but it only lasted about 2 hours. This is the first day of it so I don't expect much hopefully in a week or 2 some magic happens! Ok, I have a question about Gabapentin if anyone knows. I know you can't antacid with Gabapentin, magnesium antacid and I can't remember the other one but that isn't important. What is important is will the "Natural Calm" magnesium cause any problems with my Gabapentin. I take my Gabapentin about 30 minutes before the magnesium and I open my Gabapentin capsules and just pour them in a drink to take them for faster intake. Will this be alright? Does the magnesium affect the Gabapentin or is it alright how I am doing it? Well hopefully I follow up with this little log. I'm not expecting much but I figured I would try something simple and it is something anyone can get and feel comfortable taking it. Feel free to post any comments. Thank you Andrew

I would put JDTic and Naltrexone in their own category away from Naloxone. I may have never tried JDTic or Naltrexone but it is to my understanding they work a bit different than Naloxone. I have been on Naloxone when on Suboxone but it made me a total dick so I got on Subutex and still the bup made me a dick but not anywhere near the dickness Naloxone caused me lol. I think Natrexone or JDTic would be awesome and work for a lot of people, I myself want to try Natrexone at a very very low dosage, IDK much about JDTic but I would still start at the minimum dose and give it a few weeks. If either could cause the level of assholeness I was at I would be afraid to touch either. Also I know I have said this before, opiates have helped me out a lot(while I was on them now I feel like crap lol), it really got rid of a lot of my DP/DR, anxiety and depression. Obviously a antagonist and agonist are different but do they work the same way? I mean like same effects besides one gets you high and one doesn't. If I was to take Naltrexone would I get some of the effects I got from hydrocodone in other words? Thank you, Andrew

Smoking weed or getting high off any THC I would never do, weed is probably the scariest drug to me now lol. But eating it wouldn't get you high. I am not talking about making a oil or butter just eating raw plant material. I've been sick the past few days came down with the flu so I haven't gotten the chance to do anything. Not to mention IDK what happened but I feel like I have hit a wall, seems like a lot of my symptoms just popped out of nowhere and I haven't been feeling well in that area either so I have been avoiding a lot of people, which I haven't done in some time. My buddy called me yesterday but I ignored him, I will call him next week if I am feeling better and see what's up. Thank you