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  1. Just wanted to drop a line and say helloo to the many HPPD endures, old and new.... I have not logged in here for years... tho have many fond memories of the moderators etc I used to be "oldschoolar, and before that "benza.. and likely before that it was the storm loader web site. oh yes and must-be-a-way-to-heal etc etc I still have Bad HPPD, nothing has changed unfortunately.. Its like my 29th year. I will likely try a new med soon lol... Wishing everyone best regards... and keep on keeping on..
  2. as well as all this.. have "made something" for all of you HPPD sufferers... (all will be revealed soon) also... , I will be publishing a book involving much of "my story" and life journey.
  3. always make something of myself, champion athlete, coach , author, business owner.. etc etc ...... fucking tough times... tho I always keep on keeping on... and don't argue for my limitations.. I'm "superman" an ordinary individual would not last a day "in my body"....
  4. hey there---- we are the same person heheheĀ  :)

  5. im doing my best to rewire my entire brain with Holosync meditation LOL its been around a year now... meditation for an our a day.. have noticed some remarkable shifts.. Tho its always the choice of every individual for the approach they decide to take and i respect that.
  6. still keen.. tho ill have to wear a cool costume or wig so im unwrekignizable as im steping up on the intenet with other projects ...
  7. I was blessed by My Divine Shree MaharaJi
  8. Thanks for shareing bro... It does not matter to me what faith a person is because GOD is ONE and has the ability to take innurmable forms and will take the form thats dear to the individual. I will commune with God in all failths as i know its only the ONE Father / Mother manifesting thru all of them. Whether is be ,Christ, Krishna, Durga, Buddha or Mohamad. If we realized we are all children of the one father / mother it would bing about peace and mutual understanding. If you dont believe me.. See for yourself intro 1 intro 2 Lecture from the Divine Master
  9. Hey this is a great Topic... Yes i too have had a longing for God and Spiritual Illumination. This immense faith dawned upon me after i was fortunate to have the association of the Greatest Spiritual Master to Come to the Earth in the past 2,500 years / A God Realized Soul who who has complete mastery / Omnisiance over all the scriptures in existance... and has reconciled all seeming contradictions between existing faiths in the world today. Many deep and profound experiences took place in such association. I mediatate and pray daily. I felt that if it was not for HPPD i would have reached my goal of God Realization by now.. I feel as though HPPD is the only thing standing between me and knowing God, as it stops me from complete surrender of the mind, "Ananya" (one pointedness) so its one of many obsticles. For me suffering can also be seen as a form of Divine Grace as it can bring a person closer to God. So maybe hppd has forced me to look deeper into the Divine realm. Thanks for shareing.. Would be great to share more with you about this facinating topic. I feel its natrual for a person to seek happiness, bliss etc and long to know God, as we are the soul.. a fraction of God.. All souls natrually want Unlimited Divine Bliss / God. The soul cannot be satisfied with the transient material things of this world.
  10. Hi there awesome community.. how are you all
  11. Holy F&8k ive been trying to post for the last 6 months and suddenley it works.. i wasnt expecting it so yay... will post and share more soon
  12. this site wont allow me to post :(

  13. ok
  14. im feeling fine.. No differance in my visuals yet unfortunatley... Its all good.. ill keep on keeping on.. Thanks
  15. I love Brazilians
  16. Thanks Penny ! Ok i just downed 4 Large Cloves of Garlic ( like 4 large pices of garlic ) Ok i Chewed ( it burnt like crap ) then washed down with water.. I had some discharge from my nose.. Im feeling a little giddy now and mybe a few sensations in my head.. Fingers crossed, I suppose i will just have to wait and see what happens from here. I did not get Vit C because im hardcore LOL or just desprate... Cheers 4 of these Pices of Garlic.. Like this / Link Below
  17. just curious if others have troubles focusing on work and getting tasks done... especially around home... computer related / writing... doing my best to determine if this is part of hppd or am i just a massive avoidance / procrastinator... ? i can train and discipline myself to do it... any feed back wouuld be good thanks
  18. thanks it looks good, unfortunatley i cant get volume on this...
  19. ok this sounds freaking awesome! congrats man on your amazing recovery!!! I am on to this like a fly on shit LOL No sreiousley.. im starting tomorrow Fuck it im doing a whole clove in a ceremony LOL This is really exiting! It makes sense. With HPPD ive always had this sensation that i can feel something behind my eyes... Maybe its "fungus". This is awesome.. im onto it a.s.a.p .. I will report back all discoverys here Many thanks !
  20. ok thanks for shareing that. Im sorru to hear. I do hope it gets better soon .
  21. i was not aware of this being the worst symptom.. i always knew it was there, although i did not know how to explain it. How does it completley confuse a person emotianally? please explain. Thanks
  22. yes i think your right..its DP or brain fog.. its a bizzare kind of thing...