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  1. hope1

    HPPD getting worse over time

    I was doing ok until I developed low back and pelvic pain. Shit changes as you get older and with it coping mechanisms.
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    Violent Coughing

    Whenever I get the flu, serious cold or bronchitis, boughts of violebt coughing produce swirling tiny colorful spots in my vision. What does that signify?
  3. Some if not most of you may know I started a non profit for HPPD and VS with the help of several people with HPPD. After many years of hard work we have a neuropsychiatrist, Dr. Harry McConnell, on board who has taken up the mantle from Dr. Abraham and has designed the only fully comprehensive research study on HPPD. It will cover genetics, autoimmunity and utilize several means of neuroimaging. I’m encouraging all of you to get your family, friends even yourselves to donate toward this study because if something remarkable is found, it will change everything for us as a patient community. http://www.neurogroup.org/donate/
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    MAPS research

    There’s literally a ton of publications suggesting mdma is a neurotoxin
  5. There’s a new test FM/a that screens for fibro. I’m working on getting it.
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    My HPPD is gone!

    Some people spontaneously bounce back within a 5 year window. others don’t.
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    HPPD Case Studies

    There’s actually a resurgence of studies being done with psychedelics for therapeutic purposes. Sadly, these groups choose to ignore HPPD. There is a study in final irb review. Talks with a serious philanthropist are underway. Testing site may include London , Australia and America, specifically Baltimore.
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    HPPD Case Studies

  9. You can probably get all the funding you need from Paul Domb, a very wealthy individual who has a daughter with VS. my understanding is that he might be working with Dr. Goadsby independent of the eye on vision foundation.
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    I’ve suffered from pelvic pain since 2006 on top of hppd since 1996. Had a handle on HPPD sometime in 2003 then the pain started and ruined whatever progress I’ve made. In my desperation I have decided to get a spinal cord stimulator to help me with the pain but the mechanism of action is as follows: “The mechanism for pain relief with conventional SCS is now known to be more complex, and much of what is known comes from laboratory and animal studies. Relief of neuropathic pain by SCS is mediated in part by spinal mechanisms whereby there is wide dynamic range (WDR) neuron suppression in the dorsal horn. This involves spinal gamma-aminobutyric acid (GABA) systems and their effect on excitatory amino acid (EAA) activity [3,4]. The cholinergic system is also thought to be involved, as animal studies have shown dorsal horn acetylcholine release during SCS [5]. Supraspinal mechanisms of SCS occur via descending inhibitory pathways and are also thought to contribute significantly to the effects of SCS” The most obvious question will this device make my hppd worse? Hoping Visual or David May know. thanks
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    Cured hppd 100% full recovery

    Your visuals are also completely gone?
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    Recommended Drs? Australia

    Dr. Harry McConnell Griffith University
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    I don't know about that. My impetus for starting the foundation was self preservation. Thought if I could beat one problem maybe I could limp through life with the other until a solution could be found. There's nothing great about me. Don't even think I'm a good person just a burden to my family.
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    I hate to say it but I’m strongly considering it as I am at a point where I am unable to take care of myself. The thing is HPPD didn’t bring me to this point asi found a way to live with it,to function,have friends, work, be in relationships even got married and had a kid but I was struck with a pelvic pain disorder about a decade ago which robbed me of my coping mechanisms like my ability to work out. It destroyed my marriage and has me living from hand to mouth all the while in pain, pain which is exacerbated my anxiety. My last ditch effort to control this problem will be with a spinal cord stimulator implant by the end of December. 2019 will either be the year I’ve renewed my lease on life or the year my account goes dark permanently. I just can’t handle the pain anymore. Honestly, between HPPD and pelvic pain, I’d settle for just HPPD. My life is hell.
  15. I have had an incredible amount of stress of late. The flashing is gone but initial onset of hppd yielded floaters or floater like visuals. The eye doctor detected them in my right eye but not my left so what is it I have going in in my left eye. Going on 22 years with hppd. I hate it.

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