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  1. Hey Everyone! I'm currently diagnosed with depression, I take 50mg Sertraline a day and have been for the past 6 months. I take recreational drugs often, I have had LSD 2-3 times, 2C-B, AMT, MDMA and taken quite a few high doses of Diphenhydramine, which I know, is a pretty stupid thing to mess with. Although I've not taken anything in like 2 months the symptoms feel like they're getting worse. Anyway, this started about 5 months ago, I started having strange thoughts, feeling 'unreal' and obsessively questioning my existence. I spend hours searching unanswerable questions, I just can't help it. I feel differently about the world and about life. It's making me extremely anxious. I have pretty bad visual snow, especially in the dark! Blobs on the walls and sometimes the visions are so vivid i fell like I can see with my eyes closed. And sometimes I can see red and green circles spiraling around, and red and green hexagons. Doesn't matter what surface it's against it's just there, not constantly but more than 3 times a day. And now has come the vertigo, feeling dizzy when I stand up, but so much to the point that the room just bursts into visuals for around 30 seconds. I am going to the doctors Thursday, I don't really know how to explain all this to them. Is this going to subside? It's all just getting too weird for me. Thanks xx
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