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  1. Since i've pretty much beaten the psychological part of hppd i think that i can't beat the visual parts as well, ignoring them isn't that hard for me anymore. I mean sure they bother me but durung my onset they were a hella lot worse.
  2. If i wouldn't work 12 hour shifts then i would have the energy to understand what you are saying, I barely get anything but i love you guys for doing so well! I feel like an annoying mosquito not being able to help...
  3. Hppd has made me appreciate all the little things in life, a girl smiling at you on the subway, an ice cream (fuck yeah) someone making a joke etc... I havr also began to care more about my little sister and brother, girlfriend and well, pretty much everyone i love. I'm not as focused on my own well-being anymore. I mean, i could've started doing this pre-hppd but it feels more right now since there are such few things i can do about hppd. I like myself now more than befire, i'm more self confident,, more laidback. Internet shoulder-pats to all of you / Harry
  4. There is always hope, the question is where we can find it. I'm a complete nutter when it comes to medical language and terms so where the hell shall we look? And what are you reffering to when you mention the "hppd grant"?
  5. I still do things like going out at the club sometimes, working full time, i'm doing pretty well since i'm not noticing any difference in symtoms when i'm drinking. There are always stuff to do to get by, being sober at a party actually isn't that bad, spending time with your friends really helps. And get yourself occupied for gods sake, work, workout, play videogames etc. etc. Right now i feel like hppd doesn't have a big place in my life, it's just a background nuisence. But of course i go to bed every night hoping that i will become hppd-free, i am also thinking about meds since i'm soon passing the 1 year line. So basically, fuck the dope in all of its shapes, you can have a terrific time without them.
  6. Hahaha exactly my thought as well! But anyway, i may try betablockers, they are easy to get prescribed and nothing points toward worsening of hppd.
  7. Go for it and tell us how it went, i've read about people that've taken a small dose of a hallucinogen and recovered from hppd.
  8. Go for it and tell us how it went, i've read about people that've taken a small dose of a hallucinogen and recovered from hppd.
  9. I've actually seen this show in Sweden, it's impressive that they talk about disorders that i've never heard of sometimes!
  10. How is it worse now man, can you describe the symtoms?
  11. Nothing, my life is great, hppd is really my only problem right now. I've had a girlfriend for almost 4 years, i have a job and a loving family and lots of friends, what more can i ask for?
  12. Oh god no! I mean mead, like honeybeer! The vikings drank that and ate shrooms and then they went to France to rape and pillage.
  13. I might have mentioned it earlier but alcohol doesn't affect my hppd permanently, good thing becouse my Swedsh viking blood craves mead!!!
  14. I don't think that keppra gets a boost from klono, sinemet on the other hand seems to be the bomb with klono! Also i second this post, i too would like to have the trial file.
  15. Ever since i read about Socrates, Platon etc. A couple of months ago, you can say that my dp/dr vanished, i learned to just "go with the flow" and to stop question everything.
  16. I started a new job last monday, i work for a company that deals in meat delicacies, i work in their factory and my averagr day is 10 hourshard physical work, heavy lifting and a lot of concentration. I also have to speak english every day becouse i only work with brits. Since last monday my anxiety is basically gone, i don't have time to think about hppd anymore and i feel normal! Visuals are still there but they don't bother me as much. Keep yourselves occupied people!
  17. I'm starting to get my emotions back, fells awesome! I laugh alot nowadays, and most importantly, my friends and family have noticed and said that i am happier.
  18. Skunk made me trip and it changed my hppd from barely noticable to hellish.
  19. Great to hear! Posts like these really does keep me going, thanks!
  20. I thought that hppd would make in unbearable to work but an 11-hours workday went just fine!

  21. If we put a considerable amount of let's say... LSD in Obamas coffe which would lead to a horrible experience and HPPD, I wonder how fast a cure would be developed?

    1. 2muchmandy

      2muchmandy

      Interesting thought man, probably within weeks

    2. shandog
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