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About 2muchmandy

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    Drum n bass, BMX and BMWs, i have 2 e30s :D (OO[][]OO)

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  1. il start researching. Also after countless ocd and fear of earing threads noone suggested lay off the cheese? Iv been eating like 1/2 a kilo a day of that shit. No wonder I cant see jack shit. Im gunna cut out cheese for a week. Guarantee il improve no wonder I used to feel anxious after eating pizza and stuff...all that cheese
  2. Alright excellent man as peeviously mention im a drum n bass bmw and bmx guru...this medical stuff is a mystery. Your saying we know what aggrivates post hallucinogen visuals so we could find the opposite? Wait....cheese has calcium in it...i eat shit loads of cheese...particularly over the past few weeks....and iv worsened soooo much. Maybe calcium is fucking me up? Ie calcium is bad for hppd? I could live without cheese
  3. Your going to be a great edition to this site. How do we kick things off?
  4. Dri? U really got be simple with me. Im very much retarded with all this. Wanna speak about bmw engines? Im gold. medical terms? Im not good atal. I used to be on prozac and it made me feel shiiit. Also hearing it worsens visuals. Maybe tiny amounts of ssris and more dopamine?. Also heard cocaine doesnt effect hppd
  5. Jees. Well I hope your right man. I just dunno how bad this can get. Im off to the doctor on wednesday, im gettin valium or something...just to kill panic attacks and aid sleep. Iv promised I wont try keppra or sinimet for atleast a yevr
  6. Have any of u guys, visual in particular thought about applying for the grant? I would fully support that movement
  7. Thats what I thought but maybe if dopamine was increased aswell
  8. That could also mean because most hppdrrs have past anxiety or depression issies ( ie naturally low seratonin ) the seratonin receptors could be turned off totally.
  9. Ok so has anyone tried to take dopamine aaand seratonin at the same time. Would there be a way to get seratonin binding again
  10. The problem is I drug cocktailed. I dont know what gave me hppd and when I got it. Mxe and it set in immediately, 2cb a month before? who knows....this worries me as I dont know what if any drugs I took whilst I had hppd. And I also looking back had warning signs I ignored. Staticy bits on white walls. And I didnt know. I dont wanna end up like the lads tripping balls 24/7. Thats too much. I wanna know why I imprpved now im worse. I had very mild hppd...now I have moderate to bad hppd. I dont eat sugar, I eat little carbs I dont drink and I dont take any medicine of any kind. Im frightened il
  11. I appreciate your enthusiams. what do hallucinogens effect? I agree that maybe wev cooked the receptora and need to up the production or synthesize something to take its place
  12. I wouldnt kill myself, couldnt put my family through it, i just get depressed Thick visual snow with colours and patterns sometimes Edges wobbling like absolute crazy, shits breathing Big long trails, CEVs are back a bit DRDP, anxiety isnt really an issue anymore, depression is. white and light objects i get that scheirers sparks on, but real bad. Light sensitivity is very bad Text going crazy, very hard to rear Memory is fucked, bad brain fog, speach problems have returned.
  13. The point is for the first 2 or 3 months I steadily improved...my hppd was 80% gone. Now its worse than ever. What the fuck did I do to deserve this shit. People murder children and rape the bodies and get 20 years in jail, I take drugs and get a lifetime of this hell? This is why im not religious. My life has been nothing short of an absolute shambles the past 4 ywars, its like someones pushijg me to see how bad it can get before I kill myself. I need a holiday before I actually do
  14. Id give ANYTHING for this to go away. I have a life....its not my life though

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