Dear readers,
I am suffering from HPPD for around 3 years now.
Some time ago I've quited drugs for 4 months and luckily for me I noticed that my HPPD symptoms were getting reduced.
The HPPD was almost gone for me
3 weeks ago I used MDMA, amfetamine and 2 other RC at a festival. I noticed that my HPPD symptoms were getting worser after a few days. But it wasn't that bad at all.
Now this is the other part of my story;
Last few months I've noticed that I'm suffering from social anxiety and a mild depression, so I've decided to go to my family docter and she described me Efexor; 37,5 mg a day.
Next day after I used this Efexor my HPPD symptoms were getting a lot worser. (Visual snow, sensitive for lights, double vision)
My HPPD symptoms were like 3 times stronger compared to the HPPD symptoms I got from the drugs I used at the festival
Unfortunately I don't know if this HPPD increase is still from the drugs I used at the festival, or from the Efexor..
After 3 days of being on Efexor I decided to quit with this medicine to avoid making my HPPD permanent.
Now I really want to know your experiences with SSRI's that wont increase my hppd symptoms and that works well for social anxiety and depressions.
I don't really care if the medicine will make my HPPD better, just aslong it doens't make my HPPD worse it's ok.
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I would love to see some people who could help me out!
- Luuk