hi, a big huge from argentine f
nop, this is not a joke or a troll theme
a little introduction:
I have HPPD from february of 2014, thanks of a fuc*ing idiot impulse taste of 25x Nbome, my first trip, was a really, really bad trip
highly dissociation,snow vision, visuals....
after a time i was forced to use psychiatric drugs, two months, i leave of that for my account, that really was feel me like an a fuc*ing insane, those antypsichotics (and him abstinence)
after leave that i was really feel very good, but hppd was in him all splendor, DP/DR was very high, my vision and perception was really really "plane/2D", and all feels really dead, what i most liked, watch the clouds, that was fuc*ed, so plane, without profundity,without life
al this time, in that mode
after a time the visual syntoms they subsided, i start to smoke weed again, that do the hppd worst, but feel me like better
now the important part, last friday was my first MDMA trip, i think totally i not have nothing to lost
i will be sincere, that not was a good trip, the set setting and my expectative was bad, IN THE MOMENT the hppd was worst, but i was can touch the ground with my feets, and i was can have a happy end
the most important, the after trip
when i wake up, just 3 hours after of go to sleep , hppd visual snow was to expained, but DP/DR was disapeir, all was feel totally real now, all was totally live again
in the rest of the day visual snow descense to they normally level...........................BUT ALL THE REST WAS RECOVERED, THE PROFUNDITY; THE MAGIC OF THE WORLD; MY LOVED CLOUDS FEEL SO REAL; SO MAGIC; SO LIVE; MY FEELINGS; THAT WAS SO DEADLYS; WAS RECOVERED; SO TIME WITHOUT FEEL THE LIFE BEFORE THE 25X NBOME, I CRY, I WAS FUCKING CRY OF HAPPINESS; CRIYING WHEN I SEE THE CLOUDS LIKE BEFORE; SO LIVE; SO FREE; SO REAL!!!!!
i cant explain my happiness now, i dont now if i will touch the weed again, i was recovery my most loved treasure, i dont know if i want risk this, maybe i will do, but this change is real
snow vision ever was the least of the problems, now is a ant, i really fuckind dont care
a big huge for all us !