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  1. Thanks jay, I wasn't sure about the drug use being needed. That forum looks more for me, but here has good bits about depersonalization. Also, what do you mean by damaged receptors?
  2. I made an account a while ago because I wanted to look into HPPD for a school project. Honestly, the oldest memory I have of HPPD symptoms go back to about 2000 when I was four. After watching X-men I liked to think I had cool super-powers and fight off the visual snow and other things. There was a weird migraine I had when I was young, but I don't remember when that was, only that every sound and light hurt like hell. Either way, I've always dealt with it without realizing that what I was seeing wasn't right. Anyway, I never done drugs, the closest is probably anesthesia for a surgery, being a native growing up seeing alcoholism pretty much turned me towards being a shut-in. I've always wanted to ask other people what they saw when they closed their eyes, and what they heard when everything was quite, but never made too much friends. Throughout school, it always felt like people were fake and I was watching everthing happen, from first grade to the last year. I am only a year out of school, and decided not to go to college because I am good with computers, only 17 by the way. Really, what I have is not so bad as the other peole who post here. Only some general things affect me, visual snow, starbursting, walls/clouds or other large non-pattern scenes breathing, and there are other things I don't recall. In general driving at night, trying to fall asleep or white, static backgrounds all suck, otherwise I have fun messing with my mind staring at walls or patterns and just watching them do things. I'm not sure why I am posting here, but this effects me too much to ignore it and hope to not aggravate it. I'd like to learn more about it so I could explain why I stare at weird things to people and be okay with it since I am pretty sure I am going to live with it. Edit: Is the settings page broke, or is my browser just too difficult, using firefox 33, might check with chrome when I am not sleepy.
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