Hppdsince1974

Swim should spend a couple days reading thru this forum. Much helpful stuff.

The researchers need to be educated ... those case studies may have been 'benign' but a lot of us know the decades of living bell that can result. Letters need to be written.

my view of the relationship between hppd and ptsd is that the onset of hppd is terrifying and traumatic; i think it's the hppd that causes trauma; you could make the case that the drug effects resulting in hppd can be considered traumatic in their own right - but not everyone has bad traumatic trips before the hppd onset..

Seriously?!!?? I had this - for many years, but it came on a long time after my hppd began. I used valium to abate it. Where did you hear about a connection with hppd? I had a very severe problem another many years later and the intervention for that, interestingly, did seem to cure me, at least of the "vertigo" or "disembarkment syndrome." Details in PM if interested.

This is really interesting - I can't comment in depth, not having looked at the research you're citing, but I can attest to this: maybe it was coincidence and maybe not, but my hppd burst onto the scene as i was in the middle of something like the third large bowl of cheerios i was having for snack. I've always associated the two, the massive sugar/carb input, and the onset of hppd. Seems you can't go wrong on a low-carb diet anyway, but the link between excessive intake of sugar/simple carbs and disrupted perceptions seems very plausible

If you are one of the organizers, please send me a PM. The smartphone thing was a little glitchy, but no matter. I can help. $ignificantly. Get in touch and let's talk.

The iPhone app store couldn't find it, but I'd try it for sure. Although, after any length of time using my phone, my eyes feel like old tomatoes.

I used to hear that a lot - that I was over-focusing on anomalies that everyone sees, and all the rest. Like everything I suppose, there's a continuum: to some extent, yes, I over-focused but that's because it was hard to ignore that shit that didn't used to be there was now there, undeniably. So one of the best treatments is to practice "mindfulness" and other mental disciplines to control the amount of attention you give the visual artifacts, as best you can. It's hard when the symptoms are severe. You may have it mild now, it may get worse, it may not, and whether you "have it" or not, is almost irrelevant: you are noticing things, and they concern you enough to be here asking about it, so the cautionary principle says to be careful and don't tempt fate. If you have it only this mildly now, count your blessings and stop doing drugs, because you really won't be happy if it develops into severe HPPD like some of us have had. "Be afraid." Fear exists for a reason. Get clean. Good luck!

Nice! I like it ! I'm not sure I know what you mean, but I like it! PM me for a link to the MP3.

Sorry, I haven't been on the forum for a bit. Best way to get a copy is to PM me. I will "go public" with it more widely but for now just send me a note. So, to anyone curious about what this is, it's a psychologist (one of my many ex therapists) talking through a semi-hypnotic meditation on managing your state of mind with respect to having HPPD. It's not going to eliminate any symptoms, exactly - it's about helping you deal with having symptoms. It's very calming, at least for most folks. One person had some discomfort around the way the recording talks about breathing - but everyone's different. Think of it as light hypnosis, geared to reducing stress, giving you new ways to think about experiencing the symptoms of HPPD, and giving you mental tools to get through it, and get on with your life. Probably next week, I'll post something referring people to the psychologist's website, and those who can afford the recording may want to purchase it. Anyone who cannot afford it can still get it from me.

I have updated the MP3, with some minor improvements to the sound and editing out some extra silences. If you contact me I will send you a link to get it.

Thought people here might be interested in this. http://www.timberlineknolls.org/trauma-ptsd-understanding-overcoming-february-18th/

My HPPD symptoms would always get worse if my immune system was compromised - a cold, flu, etc. Doesn't mean the Lymes isn't somehow involved for you, but just saying I experienced more noticeable symptoms with other illnesses too.

Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprogramming. There are many resources on the 'net regarding it - some say it's bogus, but there is evidence to support it being helpful. I went to a psychologist specializing in PTSD and related disorders.

I want to let you guys know about a meditation/guided imagery recording I had made, to help people with HPPD; I'm making it available to anyone who's interested, and if there's enough positive feedback I'll do some editing, post to YouTube, whatever I can do. All your posts are encouraging and motivational - if you think this will help you make progress, PM me.