nuroeone Posted June 5, 2012 Report Share Posted June 5, 2012 I made it one year with this shit, it hasn't killed me and it hasn't turned me crazy....yet! lol just thought i'd share this with you all Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted June 5, 2012 Report Share Posted June 5, 2012 Keep fighting mate, even if you are in for the long haul... It does keep improving Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zukov Posted June 5, 2012 Report Share Posted June 5, 2012 1 year this month too.....im a little bit depressed but i never give up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted June 5, 2012 Report Share Posted June 5, 2012 17 years this month,,, and i'm 34... Half my life... Not the nicest thought, but life goes on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nuroeone Posted June 5, 2012 Author Report Share Posted June 5, 2012 I take it as a positive and negative thing that i made it this far and that it has helped me straighten out my life, i can only hope it gets better from here but i doubt it, it would seem its something i am just going to have to live with just have to stay as healthy as i can and take each day as it comes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shaolinbomber Posted June 5, 2012 Report Share Posted June 5, 2012 I hit 3 years this past March. It's kinda depressing looking back at the last 3 years or so and wishing you could turn back time before this ever happened to you and wondering if it will ever be like that again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nuroeone Posted June 6, 2012 Author Report Share Posted June 6, 2012 Its only been a year and i can't remember what it was like to have normal perception, it almost seems like a dream. I often wonder if normal perception was returned would it be weird for us, would we have to adjust to normality? Just a weird thought Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JamesB Posted June 17, 2012 Report Share Posted June 17, 2012 Its only been a year and i can't remember what it was like to have normal perception, it almost seems like a dream. I often wonder if normal perception was returned would it be weird for us, would we have to adjust to normality? Just a weird thought I know the feeling, I started having the static visuals at age 13 and I am 33 now.. I get the same feeling sometimes, like not seeing the scrambled eggs/static sky effect, did it ever not happen? Or did I just finally notice it one day? Now with the scientific advances and talk of solar flares and stuff- I wonder too, is it that the drugs really did heighten our perception and we are now able to see what is really there? Even with eyes closed- Are we just now able to notice the natural floaters and tiny particles that flow in our ocular fluid? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nuroeone Posted June 18, 2012 Author Report Share Posted June 18, 2012 I know the feeling, I started having the static visuals at age 13 and I am 33 now.. I get the same feeling sometimes, like not seeing the scrambled eggs/static sky effect, did it ever not happen? Or did I just finally notice it one day? Now with the scientific advances and talk of solar flares and stuff- I wonder too, is it that the drugs really did heighten our perception and we are now able to see what is really there? Even with eyes closed- Are we just now able to notice the natural floaters and tiny particles that flow in our ocular fluid? I've thought that too, have i always seen things this way and just not clicked on to whats going on around me? It's just like something clicked and made me realise how i was really seeing things. it's very strange. Its as if we have been awoken to how shit reality really is... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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