morbide Posted July 24, 2012 Report Share Posted July 24, 2012 Ever since i read about Socrates, Platon etc. A couple of months ago, you can say that my dp/dr vanished, i learned to just "go with the flow" and to stop question everything. Link to comment
Passion Posted September 16, 2012 Author Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 Am I stupid enough to re-do biggest mistake of my life? Yes I am. Ate hasch-brownies. Stupid. Same story as before. Frames and dpdr.. Hppd as bad as before. 7 hours later = everything is as normal as it was before brownies. Lucky me. How can I be so stupid? Idiot. Hit me in the face for my stupidity. This time I didn't panicked as I did the first time. Yeah.. 5 months haschfree... Let's try again stupid. Link to comment
Passion Posted September 16, 2012 Author Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 Am a little scared that my dpdr is back.. God. I am so stupid. Link to comment
Jay1 Posted September 16, 2012 Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 Learn from the mistake, but try to also put it behind you.... Getting stressed because you made a mistake is just wasted energy. Link to comment
Passion Posted September 16, 2012 Author Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 But it's the second time I make the same mistake. Well.. A positive thing.. Now I know that hasch won't cure my hppd if I try it again. (Not that I have thought that).. Pfft. So stupid. Want to hit myself in the face with a chair. Can only say that I know that I'm much stronger now. I can manage the hell. Everything will be fine again some day. But it seems like I will not be leaving this page as soon as I hoped. So stupid. Link to comment
Passion Posted September 16, 2012 Author Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 Fuck. Lucky me my ass. The trip-feelings are still there. Fuck. I hope I don't have a psychosis. I beg to God that everything will be well. Link to comment
Passion Posted September 16, 2012 Author Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 Now I also know that it was Hash that started everything. Pure hash. Link to comment
Passion Posted September 17, 2012 Author Report Share Posted September 17, 2012 I hate myself. I cry. I am so DPDR:ed as hell. Scared. I don't want to get a panicattack and I don't want to have a psychosis.. I hate it. Link to comment
myrslingerbult Posted October 2, 2012 Report Share Posted October 2, 2012 Passion, we're in the same position. I've dropped out of school and I barely see friends. Life is freaking hard with HPPD but i hope it will get better with time and maybe make us stronger in the longer run. If your out of options, then maybe you should try keppra. The depersonalization and cognitive dysfunction is the worst and just like you i want my life back. Link to comment
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