Since 14

[Benooooo]

I've had hppd since I was 14 (now 19) and I've only just come to realise what it is. Thinking I'm a complete head case the last 5 years not understanding what's going on. I've now come to except it's part of who I am now weather others get it or not! If anyone wants to chat lemme know would love to speak to someone in the same position. 

[MadDoc]

It's interesting how many people start using psychedelics at 14.  I was one month shy of my 14th birthday.  Did you use psychedelics during those 5 years?  

Remember, you're not a "head case".  You're a human being that has, I'm assuming, sustained an injury for lack of a better term.  In my case I think of it as a "rewiring".

I found that acceptance of my condition made it easier to move forward in life.  I think it's a healthy mind set.  However, don't let acceptance get in the way of seeking help.    I never really attempted to get any medical assistance.  However, there was no name for this condition other than "burnout" back in the early 80s.

I suggest taking the time to read through the posts here.  There's lots of good advice.  It made me realize I'm not the only one in the world that pulled a joker from the deck.

[Benooooo]

3 hours ago, Benooooo said:

I've had hppd since I was 14 (now 19) and I've only just come to realise what it is. Thinking I'm a complete head case the last 5 years not understanding what's going on. I've now come to except it's part of who I am now weather others get it or not! If anyone wants to chat lemme know would love to speak to someone in the same position. 

Yeah curiosity I guess.. no I can't go near them not for me.. yeah appreciate the advice man but don't think I need any help at this point it's not a problem. I like to think of it as a gift at this point 

[Cjb007]

Do you have dpdr 

[Benooooo]

Looking at this 3 years later people still don’t get it lol hope everyone’s good