Cjb007

Help me do i have mild hppd im only 14

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Hey my symptoms are. I have breathing walls but only when i Think alot about it. And i Feel dizzy AS if im on a boat. And some vertigo. And some afterimages. Visual snow. And alot of dpdr. And alitle tracers but that are my only symptoms. My doc says it probably just was the dpdr Doing it. But i kep beeing affraid that i have hppd.... DO I?

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I first had hppd symptoms when I was 14.  I continued to dose until I was 20 quite heavily.  I've had visual hallucinations since.  My advice is don't take any psychedelics!  I don't know if you have hppd but I have a question.  Did you symptoms start after taking psychedelics?  If so, then you might.  Trust me, stop now!

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Well i have only smoked weed Like 10 times. Can this give me hppd. Or Can anxiety and dpdr make me get this. And i Got it after a weed badtrip. I am Never going to do Any drugs again just want this to go away. But the dpdr is by far the worst Thing about it. The visuals are only there if i sit and look for it

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If you can avoid drugs, alcohol and stress for the next few months... I think you will start to see improvements.

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I Will Never in my life do drugs again haha they suck they Can fuck you up

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I mean i probably would still smoke weed if did NOT have this problem. In some says im glad it happend was thinking about taking Hard drugs but No thanks

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But the problem is i dont even know if it is hppd or just dpdr And anxiety give g me there symptoms 

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Because i have read that weed alone cant give hppd but it Can give dpdr

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And all the time i have a feeling that im on a boat and everything is rocking. Even the Ground under me when i Walk i Feel ubalance 

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You might have a form of mild hppd or pre-hppd (if you only really see issues when you force yourself to find them, i would call that pre-hppd)... I personally believe that you probably can get hppd from strong weed but that it is far, far more likely you will recover.

Stay calm, try to get out and fill your life with fun and interesting things to do,,, you will stop focusing on these issuess more and more

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I Always have the floaters but i have Seen Them before weed i just se more now. And the visual snow is NOT on everything only if i focus up in the sky or on a Wall same with the breathing walls and the rocking boat Thing. I have 100% stoped taking Any drugs and i run and eat Well. The tracers only relly happen at Night when im out with my friends. The Thing that i cant stop thinking about is the dpdr that is there 24/7 but i Think that is just the anxiety of Never getting normal again that keeps the dpdr Alive in me. Others on the forum say i Will be fine so i hope i Will. And i know if the dpdr goes away they i will forget the hppd because it is so mild.

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yea... if you need to focus to see it, it is not hppd, maybe some kind of warning sign... floaters are nothing to do with hppd... You just think you have more because you are focusing on your vision. Even VS might be natural (white blood cells) but you are focusing to find problems and the human visual system of not perfect.

Focus on solving the anxiety... just avoid stress, do things that make you relaxed and happy.

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Yeah its NOT Like when im walking Down the street that walls around me are breathing. Only if i stand at focus Hard on Wall. And it is NOT oven every time i focus on a Wall it happens. 

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Yeah and my visual snow is NOT Like Colors Like others are they are just White. So i do belive that it Will alle go when i stop obsessing over it and the dpdr goes away. Im so glad to hear that it May NOT be hppd.  And sorry if my english is bad im from Denmark 

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From what I've read here and from our discussions it sounds like you're internalizing a great deal of stress.  That alone can have a negative reaction on the mind and body.  Do you have access to any stress reduction classes?  Years ago my doctor sent me to a 8 week meditation program at a nearby teaching hospital.  I was skeptical but it turned out to be a miracle at reducing stress and anxiety.  Something to consider.

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