Cesar Rene Posted October 9, 2015 Report Share Posted October 9, 2015 Hello just joined and wanted to understand my HPPD situation more broadly. I hope to communicate with others to understand this more via others' experiences concerning HPPD. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hippoppd Posted October 9, 2015 Report Share Posted October 9, 2015 Hello and welcome. I am new here as well. You can read about my history and condition here: http://hppdonline.com/index.php?/topic/4803-short-introduction/#entry29817 Why don't you tell us a little more about your symptoms and your situation? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted October 9, 2015 Report Share Posted October 9, 2015 Welcome, yes, please tell us about yourself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cesar Rene Posted October 9, 2015 Author Report Share Posted October 9, 2015 Thanks guys. Well, first of all I started dropping acid and psychedelic mushrooms at around 13 years old and continued frequent use up to around 18 years old. In those days, LSD´s main producer got busted and it just stopped circulating for quite a few years all over the state(at least where I grew up) of Arizona. Shortly after I started using acid, when I was sober, I started to suffer intense panic attacks, hardcore anxiety. So I would smoke marijuana recreationally and and to sooth those symptoms. I am grateful to be sober now from all drugs. I have been for around 12 years now. However I still suffer these attacks yet I have a spiritual encounter with Christ but I cannot say that these attacks have stopped. And when I get them I just pace back and forth in my house and pray and it lasts for around 30-45 minutes. I have almost permanent tracers when I wave my hand past my face and in general. When I stare anything where I am, a room persay, the visuals are still there, walls melting somewhat if I stare. Also, at night, at times I get Taidai(don´t know if I spelt that correctly) when the whole room is dark or when I close my eyes. The Taidai effects do not happen very frequently as the walls melting and tracers. I do not know if the visual effects I still get is called HPPD but I am 100% sure that those are still there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted October 9, 2015 Report Share Posted October 9, 2015 Now I know I'm not the only one who sees walls melting but I don't have to stare to see visuals. The visuals are always in my face but doesn't bother me that much 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted October 9, 2015 Report Share Posted October 9, 2015 Seeing the walls melting is like reliving an acid or shroom trip Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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