TheGman6072 Posted August 17, 2015 Report Share Posted August 17, 2015 So I went on a long ass bike ride to the beach and through the wetlands this morning and then I stopped near the site of an old ww2 bunker (now it's a bunch of BMX hills) and just sat there enjoying being outside away from my prison (house). The derealization got more intense (I don't want to say worse cuz this actually felt good) from all that bike riding and running up hills but it all seemed like a very good dream that I didn't want to end. I then continued to sit there and then i started feeling like I was high and it was awesome. Not a single negative thought went through my head. Has anybody ever felt like this ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 18, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 18, 2015 I think I'm going to go ahead and go back to that place cuz I think I found out where the WW2 bunker is and I'm going to try and dig it up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 18, 2015 Report Share Posted August 18, 2015 i feel like that everytime im on long walks...its a magic feeling telling me that even though im in a very special situation..everythingis going to be allright and its a bit like im on a weak but nice acid trip or so...other times i feel like on heroin or opium. ..im just loving it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 18, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 18, 2015 I don't know what it's like to be on heroin or opium but it definitely does feel like a weak acid trip Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 18, 2015 Report Share Posted August 18, 2015 heroin/opium... well its like being stimulated and sedated at the same time which is just as enjoyable as paradox Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 18, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 18, 2015 Damn well that's how I feel. Well I can feel what it's like to be on those without taking them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 19, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 19, 2015 I rode around a lot more and now I feel like I'm stoned but not like weed. It feels different but I love it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 19, 2015 Report Share Posted August 19, 2015 this dp/dr condition is crazy its like being forced to do something and not leave yourself hanging otherwise you feel shitty..but if you do..you will be rewarded with trippy feelings of the good sort Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 19, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 19, 2015 Yeah I'm coming to this area everyday now. Even jumped on some sheep hills with my bike but the last landing hurt my already fucked up neck but man everyone who complains about dr and dp should get on a bike and ride a lot and then sit down cuz this feels amazing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 19, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 19, 2015 But now I got bad sunburn cuz I was out here for like 9 hours yesterday 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 20, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 20, 2015 Damn ! Smoking cigs makes it feel even better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 22, 2015 Report Share Posted August 22, 2015 man you smoke cigs...i still cant smoke tobacco i get dizzy if i do... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 22, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 22, 2015 I like the feeling. Feels nice but yesterday I started almost fainting lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 22, 2015 Report Share Posted August 22, 2015 youre crazy im a little afraid of the dizzyness cause i always think that i can feel the world spinning and losing controll..since i fear that sansation i think i can now imagine what an epileptic is going through. today i smoked a cig with a small amount of weed mixed in out in nature and drank a glass of 20% alcohol before..when i was at home...after i smoked the cig i felt dizzy all day but it stopped being intense already a few minutes after smoking.. i cant understand how this feels great but if you like it its maybe just my anxiety after all dp/dr is an anxiety disorder and before my onset i never had problems smoking tobacco and even enjoyed it..now it might trigger anxiety for me cause my worst fear is to experience endless dizzyness and helplessness or seizures (even though i never had seizures) fuck i have to face that fear and defeat it!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LethargicAcid Posted August 22, 2015 Report Share Posted August 22, 2015 i smoke pot and my dopamine levels are so low. to the point where i stand up and almost pass out lol ...... (i already have ADHD). but when i almost pass out i feel normal for like 1 second lol. it feels great. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 23, 2015 Report Share Posted August 23, 2015 doesnt smoking pot increase dopamine, serotonin and even gaba levels? and whats adhd? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LethargicAcid Posted August 23, 2015 Report Share Posted August 23, 2015 for some reason pot decreases dopamine althuogh its a stimulant. notice how potheads arelazy. ADHD = low dopamine levels Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 24, 2015 Report Share Posted August 24, 2015 ah ok...but i know many people toking who arent lazy...pot has many strains with different effects + everyone reacts different to pot in general and even different strains..its a drug with a wide range of different reactions for many people..remember how many cannabinoids there are and every single one has specific effects. i bet there are strains which release dopamin. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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