tayler martinez Posted August 29, 2014 Report Share Posted August 29, 2014 ill just give you my symptoms right away , but all these symptoms can be by just stress and my anxiety. so just let me know what you think. - static vision - trails - blue dots some times for a slit second when I get up - I get a wavy vision if im in the sun for 30+ minutes which is the weirdest thing , because it makes things look like they are moving but not to intense just scary .I always drink water so idk. -I see colors and stuff right before I past out . but its not to clear. - I only have disrealization not dp. its not as bad just cause im use to it , just gets worse when I go out. -some things have a glow. - sometimes things look like they are slowly moving but I think my eyes are just playing tricks. I know this probably looks like hppd forsure but I dont hardcore hulcinate like usually other people do. I started getting panic attacks A WEEK AFTER I did acid . that was the only drug I did other then weed.my anxiety has gone down alot but I still feel it . my friend has all the same symptoms but she has never done acid , only weed . so tell me what u think . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jagermeister Posted August 29, 2014 Report Share Posted August 29, 2014 Hello Tayler. First of all, I'm not a doctor, all that I'm going to say are my conjectures. All that you are saying, seems to fit with symptons that most people from here are suffering. How are you feeling? Its little bit time to say if you have or not. Now is time to get sober (touch drugs is the last thing that you want to do, I'm sure), eat healthly and run in forets, and see what happen in next months. I know that difficult and shitting is to hear that, and from a hppder, but is the better that you can do now. Try to do things the best that you know and you'll have the majority chance to be hppd free or have a good baseline (you will appreciate that, don't loss time!!!!). HPPD is bad but will get better. Work on your live and get a nice rehab!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StateOfRegret Posted August 31, 2014 Report Share Posted August 31, 2014 Hey TM.It sounds like HPPD, but it might not be. Some of the things you describe are completely natural, including "blue dots some times for a slit second when I get up" (could be nothing but postural orthostatic hypotension, completely normal) and "I see colors and stuff right before I past out . but its not to clear." (again, pretty normal to see colours in the dark, I believe. Especially when tired - I know I've always had that). Visual snow, trailing (palinopsia) and objects seeming to glow, move, breath or morph are all pretty classical symptoms of HPPD, on the other hand. So yes, you might have it, but what's more important:1) are these symptoms negatively affecting your life?2) are they constant, or do they only appear when you obsess about them or ruminate over them? 3) you said you have derealization. When did this begin, can you describe it in more detail? Wishing you all the best, SoR. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted September 1, 2014 Report Share Posted September 1, 2014 It deff sounds like some sort of hppd Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tayler martinez Posted September 5, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 5, 2014 Hey TM. It sounds like HPPD, but it might not be. Some of the things you describe are completely natural, including "blue dots some times for a slit second when I get up" (could be nothing but postural orthostatic hypotension, completely normal) and "I see colors and stuff right before I past out . but its not to clear." (again, pretty normal to see colours in the dark, I believe. Especially when tired - I know I've always had that). Visual snow, trailing (palinopsia) and objects seeming to glow, move, breath or morph are all pretty classical symptoms of HPPD, on the other hand. So yes, you might have it, but what's more important: 1) are these symptoms negatively affecting your life? 2) are they constant, or do they only appear when you obsess about them or ruminate over them? 3) you said you have derealization. When did this begin, can you describe it in more detail? Wishing you all the best, SoR. yes im only 15 , im a girl . You can imagine all the stuff I want to do but now I can't because of hppd. Im scared I will end up poor or something in the future. Before hppd , I had alot of ambition. I knew what I wanted and I wasnt scared of the real world. I was confident and didn't let anybody slow me down. Please tell me what I should do. I already go to therapy and have a physcatrist . They think it's just a panic disorder but idk . Please help and for your questions , for my disrealisation evrrything looks almost cartoony and like a image. And things do get worse if I obsesse over them. Dr is constantly going on and my eye probelms . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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