alice-acid Posted April 19, 2014 Report Share Posted April 19, 2014 anyone? not sure how to deal with life throwing shit my way when i feel like a good day is more difficult for me than it is for most. how am i meant to deal with bad times when my good days are already bad days 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jimmyb84 Posted April 20, 2014 Report Share Posted April 20, 2014 I feel your pain Alice, i really do. Stay strong and stay in the battle. If you are going through hell....... Keep going 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alice-acid Posted April 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 20, 2014 all got a bit much for me yesterday. god im starting to use this site like a bloody diary 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
leelalala Posted April 20, 2014 Report Share Posted April 20, 2014 you're not alone... may I ask, is there a particular issue that is causing your depression? (ofcourse if it's not too personal...) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alice-acid Posted April 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 20, 2014 lack of ability to go a single god damn day without being constantly anxious and probably having a panic attack thanks to this HPPD. and more disturbing than visuals too is the fact that my tongue never feels comfortable in my own mouth. like its sat wrong or something :S all the weird sensations i get throughout my body now annoy me 10 times more than anything else, i cant ignore them because theyre in me if that make sense. at least the things i see are not part of me 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted April 20, 2014 Report Share Posted April 20, 2014 And the worst thing is we can't even fuking take an anti depressant coz it wud fuk our hppd up!! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alice-acid Posted April 21, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 21, 2014 i wouldnt want to anyway i dont like the idea of taking a pill to alter my mind ever, freaky! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted April 22, 2014 Report Share Posted April 22, 2014 Well I'm just saying tho ppl like us don't even have the choice we genuinely cannot take anti depressants They saved me a few years bak I was only on a small dose. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iHaveSeenEvil Posted April 23, 2014 Report Share Posted April 23, 2014 HPPD has grieved me with lots of depression, and mainly anxiety. I find it difficult to chill for a fucking minute. Before I used to be able to relax and enjoy a day with no worries, now it's like I'm in a constant battle to stay calm. I feel you 100%. This shit is a nightmare. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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