bryan12231 Posted July 19, 2013 Report Share Posted July 19, 2013 Call me crazy and it wasn't really an intentional trial. I was offered to try mushers the past weekend and I was very reluctant due to my hppd. Almost not having tripped in over 2 to 3 years I dumbassedly did them. Coincidentally I woke up the next day feeling a bit more complete about myself and ever since the past weekend from this date I can say while my hppd hasn't changed my depersonalization has greatly decreased. I don't feel as depressed and I do still have instances where everything feels surreal I have a more sense of calm about everything. Now I'm not saying repeat after me. Just thought I'd like to share my experience. I remember going into it fearfully thinking what have I done but come out with a new perspective on my condition. 14 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Syntheso Posted July 20, 2013 Report Share Posted July 20, 2013 What dose did you do? And how long ago was it exactly?Keep us updated on this... it could be a coincidence, of course. But potentially not. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bryan12231 Posted July 20, 2013 Author Report Share Posted July 20, 2013 It was a moderate dose. 2 grams. No real visual trip but was more of a body high/mental trip. A week ago from today is when I decided to do this. When I woke up feeling a bit different I had looked up how mushrooms had the potential to cure depression supposedly and it got me thinking. My symptoms of DP/dr have faded immensely. While I sometimes look at my limbs as being long I feel more unified. My visuals are still there but I never had anything to crazy besides visual static, image ghosting, image burn, trails, etc nothing to far off. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Syntheso Posted July 20, 2013 Report Share Posted July 20, 2013 It was a moderate dose. 2 grams. No real visual trip but was more of a body high/mental trip. A week ago from today is when I decided to do this. When I woke up feeling a bit different I had looked up how mushrooms had the potential to cure depression supposedly and it got me thinking. My symptoms of DP/dr have faded immensely. While I sometimes look at my limbs as being long I feel more unified. My visuals are still there but I never had anything to crazy besides visual static, image ghosting, image burn, trails, etc nothing to far off. Interesting. Did you do something nice whilst you were tripping, something healing? How did you feel before and after the trip, the afterglow, etc? So you just woke up feeling different, no sort of transitory phase? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bryan12231 Posted July 22, 2013 Author Report Share Posted July 22, 2013 I didn't do anything special I was around my girlfriend my best friend and his girlfriend. During that time though I had some inter reflection periods. Where I thought about who I am in the universe and about everyone and how the big picture is just as fuzzy to me as it is to everyone else. I found out more so enough that I'm with someone I really love and a further understanding that I need to live for myself in order to live for her. It was kind of a refreshing discovery but more or less a realization and a self reminder that was more profound then just telling myself that on a day to day basis when I'm freaking out from my hppd. There wasn't any afterglow just a sense of calm and retardation from staying up late lol. I was very anxious before doing it and very reluctant because of my DP/dr I already have. I almost just hung out and drank and played baby sitter because I had such an iffy feeling. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hppd33 Posted July 26, 2013 Report Share Posted July 26, 2013 I once saw a man on tv who had very heavy headaches and was close to kill himsellf, then he took incendentley took mushrooms, and his headache was over for a few weeks. He spaced the hell out of it for a couple of hours, but he knows his headache always goes away after the trip. I am not going to risk it though Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kellen Posted July 31, 2013 Report Share Posted July 31, 2013 I'm not going to is discredit this but you couldn't get me to take shrooms again. Not for a million dollars. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bryan12231 Posted August 1, 2013 Author Report Share Posted August 1, 2013 Well if someone read correctly this wasnt an attempt to get people to try shrooms I said I was simply sharing my experience. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
etardnow Posted August 1, 2013 Report Share Posted August 1, 2013 Plausible since psilocybin has been linked with neurogenesis. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StateOfRegret Posted August 2, 2013 Report Share Posted August 2, 2013 Thanks for sharing your experience, though I'm unlikely to repeat it. I sometimes fantasize about trying something similar, since my HPPD was the "slowly developing kind", which worsened over the course of more than 100 trips (yeah, I'm an idiot, I'm aware of it), so I figured that one trip more or less was hardly going to do much of a difference. But I'd be much too scared to actually do it - I'm almost positive that the moment I got into the tripping "frame of mind" I'd start obsessing about the trip worsening my symptoms, which would invariably lead to a bad experience, thus perhaps making it a self-fulfilling prophecy... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
onedayillsailagain Posted August 9, 2013 Report Share Posted August 9, 2013 Maybe it's just a matter of taking the correct fungus? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bryan12231 Posted August 9, 2013 Author Report Share Posted August 9, 2013 Trust me. I'm still stupid to this day. My visuals haven't gotten any worse to this date. Sometimes I feel like I go into modes where I obsess about them and notice certain ones more. The only one I can say that might be getting worse is my image ghosting. I'm starting to think it might be linked to an eye problem. Once checked ill post back but for the most part my DP/dr has been cured. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wakeupyourdreaming Posted December 4, 2013 Report Share Posted December 4, 2013 Mushrooms isn't going to help you, it gives you a new perspective and can often make you feel better but only for a few days it then subsides and reality comes back its no permanent fix, and it can just as easily give you a BAD trip as a good one if you take enough. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hppd24years Posted December 6, 2013 Report Share Posted December 6, 2013 Shrooms were the whole reason my mind got into this mess.. I don't know why my body reacted the way it did on them. It was actually shrooms laced with l.s.d. a combination that I could not unlock to this day. Seems like I'm the only dude that got tinnitus with it.. Every testimonial written speech I read on here there never seems to be a mentioning of it. I'm constantly wondering if we are still tripping and the shit hasn't ran out of our bodies yet. I have lots of friends that took acid, shrooms, masculine, and they are as good as gold. Why are we seeing trails, tracers, afterimages, visual snow, static vision, a strong sensitivity to light, tinnitus, bursting stars, flashing colors when eyes are open or closed, dp/dr, oral headaches, foggy forgetfulness, a sense of dream state, depression, anxiety attacks, panic disorder, PTSD, this all comes from shrooms laced with l.s.d.???? Quiet the mind fuck if u asked me!! I know when I use to drink in my teens, twenties and thirties it was my only escape and I felt normal for days after like no symptoms at all including visuals when I was drinking. I had minor visuals though in the first place with barely any dr/dp but I had tinnitus. Strangely enough it all got worse as I got older which is crazy I have not smoked weed or any psychedelic drugs what so ever in 24 years. Another mind fuck I just want to wake up from all of this.. I have never appreciated the word NORMAL so much as well as being it once before. I just wish it would come back to me I have fanticised about it like winning the lottery its been a long 24 years I guess.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iHaveSeenEvil Posted May 13, 2014 Report Share Posted May 13, 2014 Yeah, shrooms put me into the darkest era of my life. I never EVER want to see them again. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1998 Posted May 21, 2014 Report Share Posted May 21, 2014 Same here, shrooms laced with lcd. It's been 16 yrs. but I've had lot's of great times though so living life is still worth it. Sometimes when I get down and feel sorry for myself I almost pray for death....Thankfully once I get out of that mindset I try to be a functioning member of society and the good times out way the bad as long as I stay busy! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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hppd24years Posted May 23, 2014 Report Share Posted May 23, 2014 Visual u son of a bitch!! Lol heheheheh love the sense of humor mang!! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hppd24years Posted May 23, 2014 Report Share Posted May 23, 2014 Same here, shrooms laced with lcd. It's been 16 yrs. but I've had lot's of great times though so living life is still worth it. Sometimes when I get down and feel sorry for myself I almost pray for death....Thankfully once I get out of that mindset I try to be a functioning member of society and the good times out way the bad as long as I stay busy! Do u experience all the Raw symptoms without sympathy too?? How long have u had hppd for?? Is the year for ur name self explanatory?? I have never seen u on here before.. Take care mang€£¥.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted June 27, 2015 Report Share Posted June 27, 2015 thanks for the advice.. yeah thats what i want to read... i love mushrooms (and psychedelics) and will try it to cure my severe hppd and dp/dr..just.ordered 3 xl growkits as i read that it helped you ...nice..im looking forward to the trip already Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted June 28, 2015 Report Share Posted June 28, 2015 I might be wrong, but you might just have experienced a long after glow? Has any of the dp/dr started to rear it's head again? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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