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Hi, I'm new to the forum. I have had HPPD symptoms for about 3 months now. I took a 150mg dose of BK-2cb powder (2c analogue) had an incredibly strong and terrifying trip that lasted 18 hours +. 3 weeks after the trip I had no problems at all except I got a bad ear infection and went to the doctor about that. She prescribed me a decongestant nasal spray which I used daily for about a week. I don't know if it was the spray that triggered it but after using that spray things turned very bad indeed. Anyway, the one thing that is causing me the most fear at the moment is the problems I am having with my vision changing into a slow frame rate version of reality. When I look at my hands moving they move like a flip book animation and then it happens to my whole vision, I get anxious and it just gets worse. I then have to go to the toilet at work to take deep breaths and calm myself down to make it stop. Has anyone else had any experiences like this? I'm just wondering if it's HPPD or if its a symptom of a Psychosis.
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Good afternoon readers. I am here to of course introduce myself and shed some light as to why i am actually here. I don't blame you if you aren't going to take the time to read everything because i know this isn't anything new or special to anybody out there. My story is possibly much like yours I was in fantastic health, average joe, outgoing, i had a good head on my sholders and was smarter than anybody around me. It was all planned out almost and i had everything i thought i would need for the trip. What a fool i was to misjudge these substances as recreational drugs to be enjoyed recklessly with no thought other than the intentions of getting completely wacked Of course now im a programmed robot functioning on very bad levels of energy. I felt the transformation inside my very soul after the first time i dropped and hence my life was changed forever for what i thought was the greatest thing to ever come to my average life. I am unable to drive due to my convoluted depth perception and visual hallucinations and have been unemployed for 4 years. I do think i have uncovered some mental illness as i pretty much live inside my own head having intense grandoise delusions of being somebody i should not claim i am... I find myself always thinking about the future, when my parents are going to die, how can i go on without them i am devastated enough if i lose a goldfish. I know i would probably end my life because my parents are my life line and are the ones keeping me safe.. and with their unconditional love i have never recieved from anybody else i just cannot live without, how can i take care of myself if i cannot even do things a normal human being can do without transforming. I want to get out there IN THE REAL WORLD and get a nice job, a pair of wheels, and finish my schooling.. more than anything.. But the anxiousness, the dysphoric excitement and paranoid/grandoise thinking is remnicesnt of my stimulant/meth abuse. I have been off speed for 7 months now and have no desire to ever consume it again; same ballpark as my use with psychedelics witch was more than constant. I went to the doctor and all he did was scold me for taking LSD & wrote me a script of xanax... it barely takes the edge off. I try to get as much excersize as i can but it stresses me more and triggers more hallucinations, i also meditate but with the same results and sometimes worse. Floating on my back in a nice warm pool seems to be my only salvation. Introduce yourself! - Transform
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