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Greetings everyone, I'm new here. I reside in Mississippi. I've had HPPD for a few years now. I have been a frequent guest to this site and finally decided it was about time to join. I had hoped for a long time that my HPPD would vanish if I quit my use/abuse of LSD and mushrooms (especially LSD). I have finally come to terms that it will not. For the longest time, I did not believe HPPD existed, and certainly not that it could happen to me. I know so many people who have always done tryptamines and phenethylamines and never developed it. So I figured why would I? But I did. I've been working to find a way to get past the severe depression and anxiety I feel with every passing day through natural means. I do not want to take any drugs. I have been addicted to drugs since the age of 5 (I was placed on several drugs at my doctors recommendation for anxiety and depression that we later discovered were addictive and had nasty withdrawl effects, as well as regular side effects for me). That was when I had my first taste of the highs and lows of prescription medications and coming off of them. I stay as far away from them as possible now, but if they work for you then that is wonderful. Does anybody know anything that may help me with my depression and anxiety? I have tried St. John's Wort (it made me suicidal, I attempted to kill myself within one month of daily use). I am currently trying 5-HTP. However, it makes my HPPD worse. Nothing too bad though... My visuals consist of spinning of objects. Things appear to get closer then further away. Ripples of my surroundings. The ground bleeds together. I see leaves on trees as words and letters. I see smiles spinning all over the place. No halos or anything of that nature that I have heard people discuss though. It has gotten to where I now have difficulty speaking and thinking properly. Everything gets jumbled up. Any help would be appreciated.
