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Hello I have posted previously - and now I am nearing the grand age of 60 - it's best to tell you guys out there that are suffering - that you will be OK. Truly!! Truly. truly. You will be fine. I took (really not much) acid in 1969/70 - AND IT KNOCKED ME FOR SIX. I woke up one day and I was tripping - and that's pretty much how it has been for a long time. No one believed me - I was called crazy, silly - 'making up stories up'. God - where are those doctors now?? Bunch of twats. They didn't and still don't have, any idea what this problem is. I keep my mouth shut about it now. HPPD is indeed strange - look what happened to Syd Barrett??? I mean WHAT happened to that man? I am glad I found this site - what 7 years ago? I thought I was the only one with this shit! But...you do get over it. I know that sounds trite and crap, but you truly do get over it. There are some people that should just never mess with drugs - I suppose that is you and me right? The whs and the wherefores are all done and dusted. We did do some crap drugs that have fucked up our heads and we have and we are reaping the consequences. Funny, I would never say now 'I wish I had never taken LSD' (though I would have said that with conviction when I was 16!!). I am effing glad I took acid - it was good, and horrible, and scary, but ultimately it's an experience that I am glad to have had.......(I hope that statement doesn't come back to bite me...) I just want to say - hang on in. Don't do ANY MORE acid or whatever it is out there now that is fucking you up, again. Just don't do it!! Your brain is saying 'enough!'. Listen to that. Smoke some weed. I have found that is OK, though it makes things a lot more 'trippy' it does go away; as does all the pain. Remember time is the healer - and will get you through. Come on kids - love your youth - it goes very quickly. But maturity does have its rewards. My best good love to all of you. Please email me if you need some help. Though I am not so wise - just a soul in the 'strangest life I have ever known'. xxxxx .