Hi,
I've been on this forums few years ago and some users may still remember me.
I would like to start from my symptoms which are not exactly the same like the other users.
I'm depressed, anxious especially in social situations,also I have diagnosed personality disorder from many years. I was treated for this condition for very long time, since now and never felt any relief.
Last time when I visited my doctor I told him that I no longer believe in that my personality is my only problem. He's about to prescribe me clonozopinum and he states that this have to work, although only klonopin was giving me some relief in my entire life. The good news is that he is going to check what HPPD is.
During writing this post I'm experiencing pain of my muscles of my jaw which shakes 24h per day as if I was coming out of from cold water
I really struggle to write something sensible, especially not in my native language. I have problems with understanding, focus, reading and have this feeling that I could beat all these weird things which are ruining my life if I could focus, concentrate.
but to be honest I'm not sure of anything
I'm not sure if description of my last trip would be useful, as for now I would like to avoid it.
Tell me guys what do you think about this because I don't feel as good to be a doctor for myself.
What pills should I try at the beginning. I doubt that he would prescribe me klonopin since I was addicted to it.
Also my EEG shows some unwanted anomalies, I was treated for epilepsy in some part of my life which I don't have.
EDIT: I'm taking amisulpryd and finlepsin. The only thing that is taking me out from these feelings for an hour or more is gym. Every time I exercise I feel relief and I recover my mind. I experience afterimages
Kind Regards