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  1. Thank you both for your kind replies, sorry I've taken so long to reply, I've been doing quite well but went out on Friday night and feel like I've put myself back again, only have myself to blame. I do agree with you ignoring it is the best thing. I've got a job which I start a week on Tuesday so focusing on that, sometimes I wonder whether I do have HPPD or ive invented in my head fuelled by my anxiety which is completely debilitating a lot of the time the only way I can escape it is going out and getting drunk but then the next day is a living hell so it's not worth it which is frustrating. I do believe this has all happened because of 2cb though it has unearthed some deep set anxiety and intense dp & dr
  2. It's getting me down a lot I just want it to stop whatever "it" is. Did you trip a lot or just the one time? Thank you for your reply it's good to know people are going through the same and care as well.
  3. I'm not entirely sure how to use this sight but I'm at the point where I really need help. I'll give a bit of background to my situation, over 2 months ago I took 2cb for the first (and last) time. I'm no stranger to recreational drug use as I'm heavily into the underground rave scene, I've taken MDMA many times, cocaine and a little bit of Ket. Before the 2cb experience I was smoking weed everyday and quite heavily for 3-4 years. I was offered the 2cb before going to the club and thought why not i took it and within about 5 minutes was tripping hard full visuals complete loss of time anyway it was bad. I woke up the next day and felt a bit off but expected this but the feeling never went away it was like I woke up a different person to who I was the day before I took that shit. The following weeks were complete hell I thought I was losing my mind and all I could think of was drug induced psychosis etc. I didn't have full on visuals like I was having while on it no tracers and I have no visual snow, all I can describe it as is I just didn't feel "right" I was completely detached probably dp/dr. I've had anxiety before and it has come back hard im scared to do anything I'm even scared to meet friends who I have known since I was a kid. By New Years I felt like I'd gotten over the worst of it do I went out and took a pill and some MDMA and a lot of coke now a week later I feel like I'm back to square one again, fair to say I'm pretty angry at myself. I'll try describe where I'm at now, I have constant pressure in my head, my memory is awful like I barely remember what i did yesterday let alone the day before that. I don't have visual snow but I have mild negative after images but not all the time, the dp/dr is the worst bit and the brain fog sucks. I just need some opinions does this sound like HPPD or do you guys think I'm just an anxious wreck? One more thing I wanted to add is the dreams I have at night are insane I didn't sleep for a few weeks after the 2cb trip so got prescribed diazepam but now I sleep ok but it's almost like lucid dreams I can remember a lot of them they make no sense at all but they are so vivid and it's every single night. Hopefully you guys can make sense of what I've written I just need some opinions, I don't believe I have full blown HPPD but something is definitely not right.
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